In the end all I've worked for this year has been thrown back in my face. My student Visa has been rejected and I'm not sure how I feel right now. Alot of time, work and money went into me getting this and I was given a rejection which just barely feels like a reason for it. Apparently been accepted into a school isn't enough proof you want to study in the US.

Half of me wants to crawl up somewhere and die, the other half of me wants to just break something. Either way I'm going to be online/active strangely for a while and I'm sorry if I snap at anyone. I don't know what I'm going to go, it feels like my whole life has slammed into a wall and I have fallen to nothing.

I'm aware most likely no one will read this or care about it, save a select few. But as much as anything I just had to get read of my old journal which was filled with hopes and dreams coming true.
Once again I find all the hard work I do means nothing and I never get a break.