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3 years ago
My Website | commissions | Patreon | Twitter With my car STILL out of commission, as it has been since middle of June... and it is only form of transport I have. Along with what I posted in the other two journals.
Part 1: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10231884/
Part 2: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10254522/
I wouldn't mind having a form of a person as a voice of reason or what not. Seeing that I was all I am doing is trying to get people to put 'pitty' on me or acting like a child/baby, as well, all while not knowing a single fucken thing about me. Which seems to a be a common thing... instant calling me shit without thinking on why. With me being completely unsuretin with much... as many places I been trying to get into are WAY outside of my range regards of distance. There is so much I want to do... like stream again, make models, make 3D busts of fusonas... I don't feel well comfortable in this house I am in. Mainly on the fear of something stupid raising up and fuckening shit up... or bunch of screaming, or being told I am useless. As I want out before shit like that would come up. Seems like not many people properly understand that. My mind works weird... yet people just prefer just screaming at me, without any thought. As screaming only zap away any motivation to do anything. As it would give me the thought of "why bother when I will get screamed at." I do not know. Just want some outlit that can I voice my mind, and get thoughts or someone can point me into a good direction.
Part 1: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10231884/
Part 2: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10254522/
I wouldn't mind having a form of a person as a voice of reason or what not. Seeing that I was all I am doing is trying to get people to put 'pitty' on me or acting like a child/baby, as well, all while not knowing a single fucken thing about me. Which seems to a be a common thing... instant calling me shit without thinking on why. With me being completely unsuretin with much... as many places I been trying to get into are WAY outside of my range regards of distance. There is so much I want to do... like stream again, make models, make 3D busts of fusonas... I don't feel well comfortable in this house I am in. Mainly on the fear of something stupid raising up and fuckening shit up... or bunch of screaming, or being told I am useless. As I want out before shit like that would come up. Seems like not many people properly understand that. My mind works weird... yet people just prefer just screaming at me, without any thought. As screaming only zap away any motivation to do anything. As it would give me the thought of "why bother when I will get screamed at." I do not know. Just want some outlit that can I voice my mind, and get thoughts or someone can point me into a good direction.
*Hugs tight* You are not useless in any regard, anyone who says that is an idiot. Your brain is just mean, you can do everything you set your mind to. Sorry I do not reach out enough to know more about what your going through
chefcook
~chefcook
Sorry to hear how bad things are for ya, what others think negatively of you is irrelevant, they are just venting their own frustrations at life cause they see it as the path of less resistance. NEVER let it get you down!
