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Goodbye old friend
3 years ago
not long ago, i had posted a link to 
ceeb as ive normally done, sending him links to stuff i knew hed like. the last message i got from him was on the 2nd of last month when he responded to a link i recently sent him, and hit me with his favorite line "sup man". i had been drinking a bit, though i seen discord flashing and responded back a bit late. but i didnt get a reply afterwards, even though i seen he was still online, though, something was off....as he was online all night, even when i get up for work that day. though, after that, i didnt hear anything else.
a few days later, i send another link from the same artist, but this time, i got nothing. thinking he might have just been buy trying to write *as the bills were coming up for him* i think nothing of it and say "he'll probably see it when he logs back in". around the 20th, i link him again, this time, something i knew hed love, but again, nothing. i check hi sFA page to see how things were going, and i saw he had replied back to someone on his page, was feeling ill again. his journal was still the same as before, so it was outdated at this point, but was still relevant to his situation at the time. so instead of PMing him, or leaving a message on his page, i figured hed be back whenever he starts feeling better again, as he has felt like this a few times before. not wanting to clutter up his front page like we use to do.....but still...nothing.
and today....i finally leave a message asking if everything was ok, as ive started to worry about him, leaving him a link just an hour ago from now for him to check out when he gets back online................and then, i thought to check his FA page......and thats when i found out............Ceeb has passed away.
i didnt know what to feel at that moment, i thought it was true, thinking it was a rumor or joke.....but as i scrolled through the comments, i soon realized that it wasnt. I felt a tight feeling in my chest, i didnt know how to feel, i just couldnt believe it at first, but as i searched IB, and looked at others close to him on FA, i found a journal explaining what had happened to him. I just wish i was about to talk with him one last time, to tell him how much of a good friend he was, to tell him about all the fun we use to have way back collabing with one another, but mostly, i just wanted to talk to him one last time and tell him goodbye and that i will dearly miss him.
rest in peace my friend. Hope Mushi keeps you company wherever you may be. And hopefully, we'll meet again on the other side. Until then, ill try to keep your memory alive, and ill always remember what you taught me and what you got me into.
Goodbye, old friend.
ceeb as ive normally done, sending him links to stuff i knew hed like. the last message i got from him was on the 2nd of last month when he responded to a link i recently sent him, and hit me with his favorite line "sup man". i had been drinking a bit, though i seen discord flashing and responded back a bit late. but i didnt get a reply afterwards, even though i seen he was still online, though, something was off....as he was online all night, even when i get up for work that day. though, after that, i didnt hear anything else. a few days later, i send another link from the same artist, but this time, i got nothing. thinking he might have just been buy trying to write *as the bills were coming up for him* i think nothing of it and say "he'll probably see it when he logs back in". around the 20th, i link him again, this time, something i knew hed love, but again, nothing. i check hi sFA page to see how things were going, and i saw he had replied back to someone on his page, was feeling ill again. his journal was still the same as before, so it was outdated at this point, but was still relevant to his situation at the time. so instead of PMing him, or leaving a message on his page, i figured hed be back whenever he starts feeling better again, as he has felt like this a few times before. not wanting to clutter up his front page like we use to do.....but still...nothing.
and today....i finally leave a message asking if everything was ok, as ive started to worry about him, leaving him a link just an hour ago from now for him to check out when he gets back online................and then, i thought to check his FA page......and thats when i found out............Ceeb has passed away.
i didnt know what to feel at that moment, i thought it was true, thinking it was a rumor or joke.....but as i scrolled through the comments, i soon realized that it wasnt. I felt a tight feeling in my chest, i didnt know how to feel, i just couldnt believe it at first, but as i searched IB, and looked at others close to him on FA, i found a journal explaining what had happened to him. I just wish i was about to talk with him one last time, to tell him how much of a good friend he was, to tell him about all the fun we use to have way back collabing with one another, but mostly, i just wanted to talk to him one last time and tell him goodbye and that i will dearly miss him.
rest in peace my friend. Hope Mushi keeps you company wherever you may be. And hopefully, we'll meet again on the other side. Until then, ill try to keep your memory alive, and ill always remember what you taught me and what you got me into.
Goodbye, old friend.
I wish I had gotten to know him
I feel like we could've had a lot to talk about in common. I hope his family is ok, though I wish things had turned out better :s