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3 years ago
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guess who will need to go to some rehab most likely! booze just relaxes me way too well for the last month or so and i think i need to stop kidding myself i can just stop
But the sooner I recall feeling alright without it, as I now get defensive more about not feeling so, the better?... I just feel ashamed for now...
But, yeah. Tons of shame and guilt on my end for now
And yeah it is unnecessarily stigmatized but stigmatized it is indeed - and I already worry a ton about what other people think of me