36 years...
3 years ago
First. Yes. I'm still alive.
Second, I'm nearly 36 years old... FFS when does it end!?
Now... For those wondering how I've been... well... I'll sum it up: Not great.
I was able to move into a new apartment, and truth be told.... it kinda sucks. It's a decent place, don't get me wrong... but it's a studio that's not in the greatest part of Minneapolis, and I'm paying way too much for what I'm getting it. This is a lease that will not be renewed.
The job is going ok, I'm still with the same company, Allied Universal, and it's been a bit of a ride there. From getting removed from a site for "Appearance Issues" (let's just say the manager had a particular.... preference for her guards, and I didn't quite fit), to nearly getting my skull caved in by a homeless guy who I caught in the employee restroom of my site. It's been one hell of a ride.
But probably one of the most important things that's happened.... is the restarting of a friendship. During the 2020 Election, I was trying to calm some people down in a group, and unfortunately, they didn't take things to well, and I was removed from the group. Naturally, I wasn't happy, and I lashed out... things were said, and paths split off. And things remained that way until last week when I discovered that this individual was going to be at Furry Migration this year. Now, prior to that, I had been a bit on the fence about going (since I didn't really agree with their COVID policy), and I was already leaning towards going in order to give Rikkoshaye a helping hand, and hang out with her for the weekend (get your minds out of the gutter you perves!).
When I discovered this bit of news, I decided to go. Unlike some people I've known. I can recognize when I was in the wrong, and I'm not about to just leave a scorch mark on the ground where a good friendship used to be. Now, some already know who I'm talking about, but in these journals, I'm not going to reveal anything. The reason is for the same reason I can't come back to their Discord or Patreon chats yet: Too many feel I don't belong, and given the current state of things... I can understand how my sudden reappearance would probably go about as well as a sudden fission reaction over Nagasaki. So for now, I'll just keep things where they are, and maybe, one day, things will return to the state they were once at... but that will require some more healing... for everyone.
Now... if you made it this far, and are wondering what to do for the big 3-6... well... I have a wishlist, but I certainly won't say no to gift cards. Right now... I'm just glad that I'm still around at this point. I just wish things were a bit better.
Anyway. Expect to see some images in the coming weeks. I've got some cool stuff to share with ya's.
Tank Out.
Second, I'm nearly 36 years old... FFS when does it end!?
Now... For those wondering how I've been... well... I'll sum it up: Not great.
I was able to move into a new apartment, and truth be told.... it kinda sucks. It's a decent place, don't get me wrong... but it's a studio that's not in the greatest part of Minneapolis, and I'm paying way too much for what I'm getting it. This is a lease that will not be renewed.
The job is going ok, I'm still with the same company, Allied Universal, and it's been a bit of a ride there. From getting removed from a site for "Appearance Issues" (let's just say the manager had a particular.... preference for her guards, and I didn't quite fit), to nearly getting my skull caved in by a homeless guy who I caught in the employee restroom of my site. It's been one hell of a ride.
But probably one of the most important things that's happened.... is the restarting of a friendship. During the 2020 Election, I was trying to calm some people down in a group, and unfortunately, they didn't take things to well, and I was removed from the group. Naturally, I wasn't happy, and I lashed out... things were said, and paths split off. And things remained that way until last week when I discovered that this individual was going to be at Furry Migration this year. Now, prior to that, I had been a bit on the fence about going (since I didn't really agree with their COVID policy), and I was already leaning towards going in order to give Rikkoshaye a helping hand, and hang out with her for the weekend (get your minds out of the gutter you perves!).
When I discovered this bit of news, I decided to go. Unlike some people I've known. I can recognize when I was in the wrong, and I'm not about to just leave a scorch mark on the ground where a good friendship used to be. Now, some already know who I'm talking about, but in these journals, I'm not going to reveal anything. The reason is for the same reason I can't come back to their Discord or Patreon chats yet: Too many feel I don't belong, and given the current state of things... I can understand how my sudden reappearance would probably go about as well as a sudden fission reaction over Nagasaki. So for now, I'll just keep things where they are, and maybe, one day, things will return to the state they were once at... but that will require some more healing... for everyone.
Now... if you made it this far, and are wondering what to do for the big 3-6... well... I have a wishlist, but I certainly won't say no to gift cards. Right now... I'm just glad that I'm still around at this point. I just wish things were a bit better.
Anyway. Expect to see some images in the coming weeks. I've got some cool stuff to share with ya's.
Tank Out.