i can't pretend to know what will happen in the future so i don't think assuring you that you will find friends later on, but you're a good person. i've only hung out with you once but from what i could remember at that time i got nothing but good nature and intentions from you. people change, and sometimes friends, even close friends, drift away over time. but don't mistake that for not wanting to be your friend, sometimes it just takes a message or a call to see how they're doing to rekindle that relationship.

making friends doesn't have to be so serious. i guarantee you there are others that feel the same way, that they're alone and dont feel like they belong. all it takes is one of you to finally take that first step and interact. you don't have to be close friends right away, and like all relationships they take time and some effort to talk and do things together. its going to feel like a massive leap of faith, but when you have nothing else to look for, taking that plunge and interacting with new people is your best and most reliable way to build and rebuild a social life.