Hi everybody. I'm still full of ear infection. I just went back to the doctor. I am soooo tired of this right now, but the infection is sticking around. So, I'm getting even more antibiotics, and also can't have an alternative eardrop because of my allergic-ness, and I have to go to a specialist. My ear is bleeding, I still can't hear, and my face and neck hurt. I'm so very much done with having to keep going to the hospital right now.

Especially done with having to keep going to the hospital because of the huge uptick in covid cases (most likely because of school starting recently). Almost lost my aunt recently to it I learned. (The only ones who knew were her kids until recently. Like it was to the point she was saying goodbye to her kids.) Going in to hospitals is an absolute Panic Attack every time because the folks who need care for Covid have to also come in for their own treatments. TuT Every time a child takes their mask off to cough it freaks me out. I hate it. I hate having to go in for my tests. (Man I feel bad for folks in the medical field right now. I hope you all are doing okay).

And because I feel like garbage, I'm also starting to stress about not opening for commissions. I'm running out of money slowly for my pet foods. Especially since I've had to pay for vet visits for the kittens recently. I'm not sure how I should proceed from here relating to commissions. Do I open and put everyone on a waitlist? Do I make adopts? Do I do a stream with my ko-fi and draw ... i dunno ((Whore out Sin? XD)) Fundraise with my Simple Minded Spirit comic? i think maybe the streaming/comic thing would be relatievly easier on me work wise, but success rate probably the least effective.

I'm thinking a lot. Maybe i should stop for a bit.

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