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3 years ago
The goo wolf speaks!
Hello everyone! I know it has been a long time since I did anything and I wanted to let everybody know what was going on and why things went quiet for so long.
1) a new employee at work caused mayhem and did not have a very good work ethic. Dealing with that for over 2 months as well as an employee who continuously called in sick making my hours even longer than they have to be causing me to be mentally exhausted.
2) I've been going through a lot of self improvements lately and I've noticed that I don't put a lot of focus on myself and instead try to focus on others which makes it easier to make friends however it blinds me to my own flaws which makes it hard to be a better person.
3) although no one owes me anything, I have decided to draw for myself for a little bit. Making gifts is fun but being used for gifts is not fun and over the years I've noticed that the more I give the less I receive and the more confused and frustrated I become making it very hard to get into the swing of things. I am not stopping all gifts because as I said it's fun to do and it makes people happy but I'm going to be a little more stingy about giving away gifts. I have tried to fulfill any art I have promised so that I can ensure that I don't owe anyone anything.
4) I've been working on a streaming schedule even though I have been told that I shouldn't and that I should just stream whenever I game but the problem is I game but forget to stream so I figured if I keep a schedule going I can constantly remind myself that I have to stream as well as game or draw.
5) for those of you who don't know, I used to play the trumpet when I was in high school and I loved it. They switched me to tuba on my last 2 years in school but I always loved the trumpet. The fa name you see is the name I gave myself in band. I say that so that I can say that I purchased myself a trumpet so that I can pick it back up again. There's a lot of rust but I'm still having fun with it just as much as I did when I was younger!
There's a lot more that happened but it's all a bit more personal but in conclusion, every year in the beginning, things that shouldn't be bothering me start bothering me even though they are things that happened a long time ago. I don't know why but for some reason my brain is treating them like they just happen.
That's pretty much it. I've been focusing a lot on myself this year and I thought to make some tweaks and changes so that I can be a better person! Thank you all so much for your support and patience over the years and if anyone has any questions or wants to check in, feel free to! I'm always happy to chat although I have been pretty slow lately.
1) a new employee at work caused mayhem and did not have a very good work ethic. Dealing with that for over 2 months as well as an employee who continuously called in sick making my hours even longer than they have to be causing me to be mentally exhausted.
2) I've been going through a lot of self improvements lately and I've noticed that I don't put a lot of focus on myself and instead try to focus on others which makes it easier to make friends however it blinds me to my own flaws which makes it hard to be a better person.
3) although no one owes me anything, I have decided to draw for myself for a little bit. Making gifts is fun but being used for gifts is not fun and over the years I've noticed that the more I give the less I receive and the more confused and frustrated I become making it very hard to get into the swing of things. I am not stopping all gifts because as I said it's fun to do and it makes people happy but I'm going to be a little more stingy about giving away gifts. I have tried to fulfill any art I have promised so that I can ensure that I don't owe anyone anything.
4) I've been working on a streaming schedule even though I have been told that I shouldn't and that I should just stream whenever I game but the problem is I game but forget to stream so I figured if I keep a schedule going I can constantly remind myself that I have to stream as well as game or draw.
5) for those of you who don't know, I used to play the trumpet when I was in high school and I loved it. They switched me to tuba on my last 2 years in school but I always loved the trumpet. The fa name you see is the name I gave myself in band. I say that so that I can say that I purchased myself a trumpet so that I can pick it back up again. There's a lot of rust but I'm still having fun with it just as much as I did when I was younger!
There's a lot more that happened but it's all a bit more personal but in conclusion, every year in the beginning, things that shouldn't be bothering me start bothering me even though they are things that happened a long time ago. I don't know why but for some reason my brain is treating them like they just happen.
That's pretty much it. I've been focusing a lot on myself this year and I thought to make some tweaks and changes so that I can be a better person! Thank you all so much for your support and patience over the years and if anyone has any questions or wants to check in, feel free to! I'm always happy to chat although I have been pretty slow lately.
Sorry about the meanie coworkers, sometimes people just don't know what they can and can't do and it sucks for everyone.
*hug*