I've never won anything in my life. And the times where work was demanded of me, I worked hard. I worked my ass off. And I got nothing for it. It almost feels as if there is nothing for me in this world sometimes. ONly people who have money and influence ever get rewarded with anything.... and people with real heart, real talent, don't matter. I must sound full of myself but I don't think I have either heart nor talent nowadays. But... I keep truckin' ahead.

It's all I can do.