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Mess Up
3 years ago
I am a mess up. An unlucky, mistake-making, total f***-up mess up.
In a community Discord server, I frickin went dark on a roleplay. My mind was mentally going with the flow of it and I didn't even gave a thought of what I wrote. It was messed up. I never mean for such thing and yet I did it anyways. Was it on purpose? No. But were I aware of how messed up I wrote it?.....only too late.
Then there was today's mess up. My sis was baking something in the oven and told me to turn it off after 10 minutes.
I lost track like a stupid imbicile. It over baked.
I am a f***in' failure to those who I affected. Do I even deserve anything? Does someone like me should continue on thriving?
Ironic that the cloudy storm outside seems to agree with my mess up.
Do I deserve the wonderful people I meet? Do I deserve to be here?
What am I? To you all?
In a community Discord server, I frickin went dark on a roleplay. My mind was mentally going with the flow of it and I didn't even gave a thought of what I wrote. It was messed up. I never mean for such thing and yet I did it anyways. Was it on purpose? No. But were I aware of how messed up I wrote it?.....only too late.
Then there was today's mess up. My sis was baking something in the oven and told me to turn it off after 10 minutes.
I lost track like a stupid imbicile. It over baked.
I am a f***in' failure to those who I affected. Do I even deserve anything? Does someone like me should continue on thriving?
Ironic that the cloudy storm outside seems to agree with my mess up.
Do I deserve the wonderful people I meet? Do I deserve to be here?
What am I? To you all?
