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16 years ago
So here I am at three thirty in the fucking morning, for the 6th day in a row at work. This week i've been working 12 hour shifts every day from 6 pm to 6 am... its fucking brutal... the only thing more brutal is I might have to be doing this for the next 6 months if the wing dosn't pass this inspection .
For thoes of you who don't know, were in the middle of an ORI. ( Operational Readiness Inspection ) And if we fail, were boned. 6 MONTHS of 12 hour shifts for 6 days a week. I cant believe that I might be having to work like this for the next 6 months. The only good thing that im looking forward too is that me and Kaiya are getting to go home the week after next for 9 fucking days. That's right, our asses are going back to georgia!!! I cant fucking wait to see some of my old friends again...
I really want to go to atlanta and see all of my old friends there, but i've been having a real hard time getting in touch with anyone from atlanta :( I know that one or two of you are still on my friends list here, you need to give me a reply, or leave a comment for me so that I can get in touch with you and set something up? Like do we still have the tuesday meetings at the steak and shake? That would be badass :( When is the bowling meeting thing?
I also cant wait to get home because my dad is going to give me a few of his guns to bring back home with me ^-^ Ohh god its going to feel so good to shoulder that .300 Weatherby and fucking blow something to hell XD *evil laugh*
Now on to what i've been up to lately ( aside from my fucking 12 hour shifts ). I've been playing a few new games lately, most of which are on steam. If any of you have ever herd of Killing Floor, or Zombie Panic Source ( ZombiePanic.org ) You should let me know, and hit me up! I've been palying both of these games for a while now and i'm really lookin for more people to paly with ^^
In my home news, Kaiya is almost 7 months pregnant now... not too much longer and i'm going to be a dad... im so freakin scared out of my mind it's not even funny. I don't know how the hell this is going to work... I just hope that me and kaiya can pull through it with flying colors. We've been through a LOT of hard times together, so I know that we will be able to do this hands down... but it still worries me... I guess that's just the unknown part of it. I think that going home is going to make a lot of this so much better on us... just being able to relax and see our families again before we start one of our own.
Another note... *sigh* Why does it seem that all of our oldest friends are suddenly turning against us? I'm not going to mention any names... but i've been so hurt by a few of the things that have happened in the past 30 or so days, that i've honestally had bad things run through my mind... Some of the people that I thought was going to be in my life forever are gone now... ( no, no one died... but it feels like it ) and it's really hard for me to come to grasp with it. (Like, the whole thing now i've pretty much blurred through on my journal now, but at this point i've had to stop and think......... ) For the ones who have decided that their lifes would be better without me/us being involved in it, I really hope you the best in your lives, and I hope that you all find happiness where ever you go... you may not be friends with us anymore, but that dosn't mean that you don't deserve thoughtful wishes, and the best of luck in your future.
(nice, im trying not to cry now x.x i hate being at work this much) So in the 72 hour that i've logged at work in the last 5-6 days, ive put over 30 into FF9, hahahaha! Atleast i've had something to occupie my time with...
Oklacon was interesting for the little time that I got to be there. I stayed and played predator and pray on saturday, and of course they let me be a predator. I was decked out in my ABU's for the camo goodness, and it aparently payed off, because no one but the MAC truck killed me :D I ended up surviving in the long run ( Not once did Fire, Disease, or the diseased pray kill me XD ). I had a close call with Fire, and disease in teh first half of the game, but I SOMEHOW managed to get away, it was insane XD I hurt for a WEEK after that game from how hard I ran, and how long we played. I ended up being only the second predator to ever survive in predator and pray in the... what, 4-5 years they've been playing it? All Corsie had to say was "Our armed forces at work, ladies and gentlemen!" It made me smile ^^ Hehe.
Well, I guess im just gonna end this here. I don't know really what else to say, except Happy Birfday peaches ^^ Six, eleventeen, ARRRRR >.> (I think that's right? :3 ) Peace Furrehz.
For thoes of you who don't know, were in the middle of an ORI. ( Operational Readiness Inspection ) And if we fail, were boned. 6 MONTHS of 12 hour shifts for 6 days a week. I cant believe that I might be having to work like this for the next 6 months. The only good thing that im looking forward too is that me and Kaiya are getting to go home the week after next for 9 fucking days. That's right, our asses are going back to georgia!!! I cant fucking wait to see some of my old friends again...
I really want to go to atlanta and see all of my old friends there, but i've been having a real hard time getting in touch with anyone from atlanta :( I know that one or two of you are still on my friends list here, you need to give me a reply, or leave a comment for me so that I can get in touch with you and set something up? Like do we still have the tuesday meetings at the steak and shake? That would be badass :( When is the bowling meeting thing?
I also cant wait to get home because my dad is going to give me a few of his guns to bring back home with me ^-^ Ohh god its going to feel so good to shoulder that .300 Weatherby and fucking blow something to hell XD *evil laugh*
Now on to what i've been up to lately ( aside from my fucking 12 hour shifts ). I've been playing a few new games lately, most of which are on steam. If any of you have ever herd of Killing Floor, or Zombie Panic Source ( ZombiePanic.org ) You should let me know, and hit me up! I've been palying both of these games for a while now and i'm really lookin for more people to paly with ^^
In my home news, Kaiya is almost 7 months pregnant now... not too much longer and i'm going to be a dad... im so freakin scared out of my mind it's not even funny. I don't know how the hell this is going to work... I just hope that me and kaiya can pull through it with flying colors. We've been through a LOT of hard times together, so I know that we will be able to do this hands down... but it still worries me... I guess that's just the unknown part of it. I think that going home is going to make a lot of this so much better on us... just being able to relax and see our families again before we start one of our own.
Another note... *sigh* Why does it seem that all of our oldest friends are suddenly turning against us? I'm not going to mention any names... but i've been so hurt by a few of the things that have happened in the past 30 or so days, that i've honestally had bad things run through my mind... Some of the people that I thought was going to be in my life forever are gone now... ( no, no one died... but it feels like it ) and it's really hard for me to come to grasp with it. (Like, the whole thing now i've pretty much blurred through on my journal now, but at this point i've had to stop and think......... ) For the ones who have decided that their lifes would be better without me/us being involved in it, I really hope you the best in your lives, and I hope that you all find happiness where ever you go... you may not be friends with us anymore, but that dosn't mean that you don't deserve thoughtful wishes, and the best of luck in your future.
(nice, im trying not to cry now x.x i hate being at work this much) So in the 72 hour that i've logged at work in the last 5-6 days, ive put over 30 into FF9, hahahaha! Atleast i've had something to occupie my time with...
Oklacon was interesting for the little time that I got to be there. I stayed and played predator and pray on saturday, and of course they let me be a predator. I was decked out in my ABU's for the camo goodness, and it aparently payed off, because no one but the MAC truck killed me :D I ended up surviving in the long run ( Not once did Fire, Disease, or the diseased pray kill me XD ). I had a close call with Fire, and disease in teh first half of the game, but I SOMEHOW managed to get away, it was insane XD I hurt for a WEEK after that game from how hard I ran, and how long we played. I ended up being only the second predator to ever survive in predator and pray in the... what, 4-5 years they've been playing it? All Corsie had to say was "Our armed forces at work, ladies and gentlemen!" It made me smile ^^ Hehe.
Well, I guess im just gonna end this here. I don't know really what else to say, except Happy Birfday peaches ^^ Six, eleventeen, ARRRRR >.> (I think that's right? :3 ) Peace Furrehz.
Anyways, sorry about work, it sucks that the schedules are so different. I see you for maybe 15 minutes a day.
*sigh* Love ya baby.