I can only offer my perspective and not objective truths, although I hope direct discourse brings some peace.

I follow you because you are able to express emotion and personality in very few lines: while capable of complex designs you can take a simple shape and bring it to life.

I also enjoy your preferred primary and pastel color pallet as it evokes a pleasant nostalgia for me from the early days of the internet, similar to Homestar Runner or most of Weebl's animations.

I do get a bit lost on the vast array of characters on display, perhaps a lack of dedication on my part. About every other post makes me question if they are one of your characters, a commission, or perhaps some tribute to media I have not seen.

It is difficult for me to identify to your presence, not from lack of personality, but from lack of consistent context: I can see a post and think "wait, I think I have seen them before..." and then read the description which becomes "is this someone new, or part of a story?".

I am very context driven, so my views may be uncommon, but I at least wished to respect your inquiry.

We can work on it you know. We just have to organize your thoughts and get shit down on paper, kinda connect the dots if you will. You know where to hit me up

Sorry to hear you sound kind of down. You stream a lot and work on personal and commission work, I hope it's something that's enjoyable for you.
Organization is gonna be tricky with as many clients as you tend to have, but seems like you know who has what whenever I talk to you.
Bills are always going to be a cause of stress, even when money isn't as tight it's still a good chunk of change that needs to be saved and used
Social stuff is tough for me, I need time to myself but also I do like to just go out and get a drink or something with friends. Finding a fine balance that doesn't burn me out on being alone or with people.
Your art I think has improved since I first started working with you. Style has changed a little, not to the point of being unrecognizable but certainly improved on some areas that seemed to be trouble back then.
I think your prices are good, color is pretty pricey but you do put a lot of work into it. Your speed is fine if it works for you, there are artists that can sketch something very quickly while others take time, ultimately I feel it's what's comfortable for you. If you want to improve on speed, I certainly wouldn't dissuade you. I know a few artists who have tried to figure out ways to improve on speed so they have an easier time doing streams/art before getting burnt out.

I hope something there helps, I do like your art a lot of course and will continue to stick with you :3 You have a lot of characters and when you do short little comics or have them altogether, I think their personality and expressions really come through. You do a very good job at making characters feel very unique, I can always tell if a character is a returning one (either from your cast or a client) or someone new very quickly.