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*cough cough* Made it through three things.
16 years ago
Journal Entry Made it through three things today.
1. I made it through another day of being sick. I'm now coughing a lot more, but have no real sore throat or anything anymore and it's mostly just the cough. So that's a pretty good sign it's on the way out. Hurray!
2. Made it through my NaNoWriMo goal of 3000 words a day again. It's really something, because I had absolutely nothing written until after dinner which was TOTALLY opposite my plan, plus I knew I'd be watching some TV with the folks, so I thought for sure I'd fail. So I tried writing fast and writing as much as possible in the two hour window I had, and by golly, I managed to pump out enough like 3200 words after all!
Stay dedicated and focused! Dedication is a powerful motivator! The other night, I was also really worried that I'd miss my goal, but ended up pumping out an astounding 2600 words in an hour flat. I didn't check the word count at all until an hour had passed, and wow was I surprised! :O
So just remember that you have a phenominal amount of power if you can just tap into that drive to fulfill your goals! That's what NaNoWriMo is about, setting goals, and whether you look at it as a monthly goal or a daily goal, working towards fulfilling them and learning you have the capacity to meet them is one of the best things that NaNoWriMo teaches. :3
3. It's been one full month of no contact... I said I might write something about it today, but I decided I'm going to do it tomorrow instead.
But I do feel very reminiscent. Very wistful. I miss all of the really enjoyable times we spent together. I miss the feelings I felt whenever I'd talk to her, hear her voice, see her smile, giggle over her jokes...
I'm going to probably wind up beating myself up a lot tomorrow when I give this point full attention...
I'll just have to learn from the mistakes I made while with her, learn to treat whoever else I'm meant to wind up with in life with even more love and affection, and to do a much better job at being there... oh, and also dealing with criticism and depression better.
*sigh* I'll deal with it tomorrow. That and hopefully a ton of writing for NaNoWriMo. I want to break the 30k mark tomorrow. >:3
1. I made it through another day of being sick. I'm now coughing a lot more, but have no real sore throat or anything anymore and it's mostly just the cough. So that's a pretty good sign it's on the way out. Hurray!
2. Made it through my NaNoWriMo goal of 3000 words a day again. It's really something, because I had absolutely nothing written until after dinner which was TOTALLY opposite my plan, plus I knew I'd be watching some TV with the folks, so I thought for sure I'd fail. So I tried writing fast and writing as much as possible in the two hour window I had, and by golly, I managed to pump out enough like 3200 words after all!
Stay dedicated and focused! Dedication is a powerful motivator! The other night, I was also really worried that I'd miss my goal, but ended up pumping out an astounding 2600 words in an hour flat. I didn't check the word count at all until an hour had passed, and wow was I surprised! :O
So just remember that you have a phenominal amount of power if you can just tap into that drive to fulfill your goals! That's what NaNoWriMo is about, setting goals, and whether you look at it as a monthly goal or a daily goal, working towards fulfilling them and learning you have the capacity to meet them is one of the best things that NaNoWriMo teaches. :3
3. It's been one full month of no contact... I said I might write something about it today, but I decided I'm going to do it tomorrow instead.
But I do feel very reminiscent. Very wistful. I miss all of the really enjoyable times we spent together. I miss the feelings I felt whenever I'd talk to her, hear her voice, see her smile, giggle over her jokes...
I'm going to probably wind up beating myself up a lot tomorrow when I give this point full attention...
I'll just have to learn from the mistakes I made while with her, learn to treat whoever else I'm meant to wind up with in life with even more love and affection, and to do a much better job at being there... oh, and also dealing with criticism and depression better.
*sigh* I'll deal with it tomorrow. That and hopefully a ton of writing for NaNoWriMo. I want to break the 30k mark tomorrow. >:3
I'm quite behind on NaNoWriMo. Currently hanging at 5000 words, going to write more RIGHT NOW. Then I'll head over to my friend's house and watch Akira. Good luck with whatever it is you need luck with and all that. Looking forward to looking back on all this later. Also looking forward to reading yours, Zeph. Psychological stories are always fun, and I'm out of books to read now.