today is the day my cat spartacus died. :( had to put him down monday last year on the 18th. :( 4:15 pm is when his heart stopped forever and i still miss the little guy cried hard that day and cried several times over this first year of greeving and more. :(

any virtual hugs or so through through the web will help. hopefully after today i can at least start to find a kitten to fill the hole in the heart for a while.