Smol explanation 🏥
3 years ago
General
I just wanted to explain few things about my previous journal, cause I feel kinda… awkward asking for help 😖 And for making customers wait for their comms long..
From my endocrinologist visit:
One of two cysts in my thyroid gland is too big to be “normal” and I’ll have to make puncture from this. Honestly I’m scared af. They said it’s definitely benign, but I'm not happy with the fact that they will have to pierce my neck with a needle lol
From dermatologist and therapist visit:
They prescribed me meds and analysis for about $500 more, including test on celiac disease and anemia.
All doctors say that I have a strong lack of something in my organism and this affects different aspects of health. And that’s all not including neurological diagnosis.
Idk what scares me more - diagnosis or bills lol
I just… want to say that I’m not a lazy person who don’t want to work and keep asking for comms and pre-payments 😔 That’s true! I swear 🥺 I love drawing, I enjoy communicating with customers. Last year is very hard for me. Sometimes I feel depressed and haven’t got strength even to wake up and do everyday things. I draw all free time, when I feel good. I have a list of people who supported me with comms and kind words. One day I’ll draw something for free for each of you!
I’m infinitely grateful to this community. Sorry for me being such a problematic person 😖😖😖
From my endocrinologist visit:
One of two cysts in my thyroid gland is too big to be “normal” and I’ll have to make puncture from this. Honestly I’m scared af. They said it’s definitely benign, but I'm not happy with the fact that they will have to pierce my neck with a needle lol
From dermatologist and therapist visit:
They prescribed me meds and analysis for about $500 more, including test on celiac disease and anemia.
All doctors say that I have a strong lack of something in my organism and this affects different aspects of health. And that’s all not including neurological diagnosis.
Idk what scares me more - diagnosis or bills lol
I just… want to say that I’m not a lazy person who don’t want to work and keep asking for comms and pre-payments 😔 That’s true! I swear 🥺 I love drawing, I enjoy communicating with customers. Last year is very hard for me. Sometimes I feel depressed and haven’t got strength even to wake up and do everyday things. I draw all free time, when I feel good. I have a list of people who supported me with comms and kind words. One day I’ll draw something for free for each of you!
I’m infinitely grateful to this community. Sorry for me being such a problematic person 😖😖😖
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I wish i could order, but i'm broker af. Otherwise, i would have bought something éwè
And your health is beyond everything else. I'm pretty sure every customer that would order after your last journal will understand that. :)
Just take care of yourself, that's the most important thing ♥
I also have Celiac, so I can share some insight there if you wish, and have struggled mentally.
You're not problematic though💙
Sometimes that’s just how it is dealing with medical conditions and such, you can’t help it when things decide to just act up and throw everything else out of whack. So don’t worry so much about it, just focus on taking care of yourself and feeling better in the meantime! I wish you the best of luck with your procedures and your recovery, please stay safe and well! <33
Now it’s really hard times, my health issues, my break up with my ex as the one person who supported me.. Meh. I wish I have such wonderful people as you closer in my life. But.. I have a dog haha, he’s the best boy. We will do all of this together 💪
also I support you it is true that in some countries the health system is complicated.