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2021 Trigger Warning: SA
3 years ago
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Hi, it's been awhile and I'm sorry for the lack of updates; I haven't forgotten one bit! I am offering up refunds and an explanation.
2021 was traumatizing to say the least, I will be going into detail too.
I was raped after I posted here about my wrist fracture. It happened when I was asleep, and when I woke up I couldn't fight it due to my fracture. I had to just... take it, and it was traumatizing. It's not my fault, however it feels like it was. I feel stupid, I feel defeated, I feel ashamed but I know this was not my fault.
My life was changed that night, and honestly I haven't had a good night sleep since. I'm getting help for it, and one of the things that was recommended to me was to tell my friends about it.
I could not press charges because it was his word over mine, and I was/am afraid of my loved ones seeing me differently, or even worse siding with him. I was afraid of being perceived as weak, so I shut down and kept to myself. Rest assured though he is far away from me now and is going to stay that way. I hope this doesn't happen to anyone else and justice gets served.
I wish I had a happier update to explain my absence, but sadly I do not. Thank you for reading, and I once again do apologize for the lack of updates AND I apologize that the one update I give is rather gruesome. The dark times almost won, but I'm here now. I am still not ready to face twitter, so my social media aside from discord is outdated. I'll address it there when I can, or I simply won't and redirect them to here because it exhausts me mentally talking about it.
Art will be out, I'll be drawing everyone who's waited a side gift as an apology.
Love y'all <3
2021 was traumatizing to say the least, I will be going into detail too.
I was raped after I posted here about my wrist fracture. It happened when I was asleep, and when I woke up I couldn't fight it due to my fracture. I had to just... take it, and it was traumatizing. It's not my fault, however it feels like it was. I feel stupid, I feel defeated, I feel ashamed but I know this was not my fault.
My life was changed that night, and honestly I haven't had a good night sleep since. I'm getting help for it, and one of the things that was recommended to me was to tell my friends about it.
I could not press charges because it was his word over mine, and I was/am afraid of my loved ones seeing me differently, or even worse siding with him. I was afraid of being perceived as weak, so I shut down and kept to myself. Rest assured though he is far away from me now and is going to stay that way. I hope this doesn't happen to anyone else and justice gets served.
I wish I had a happier update to explain my absence, but sadly I do not. Thank you for reading, and I once again do apologize for the lack of updates AND I apologize that the one update I give is rather gruesome. The dark times almost won, but I'm here now. I am still not ready to face twitter, so my social media aside from discord is outdated. I'll address it there when I can, or I simply won't and redirect them to here because it exhausts me mentally talking about it.
Art will be out, I'll be drawing everyone who's waited a side gift as an apology.
Love y'all <3
Pana. I just have no words to what has happen to ya. .
Out of all this, I'm glad to hear you're still with us! The road to recovery is a long and rocky one, so I hope you're getting the support you need. You have my support too!
I hope that everyone is understanding and patient, and I hope that things are starting to be more positive for you now 😢
man i have nothing to say to that 😰😨
I may not know his name, but I hope he goes to Hell forever for what he's done.
2021 was a crap year. keep at your pace and you have my support!