I figured it out!
18 years ago
I have no idea what's going through my head.
I figured out why I'm so shy and lack confidence!
I fear delusions of competence.
I'm afraid that I'll start thinking I'm good at something I actually suck at so I end up not thinking I'm good at anything.
For example: I had a choir concert the other day and I had the entire opening song as a solo. I got complements and the first thing I said after thanking them was, "did I mess up?" I immediately assume that I did something wrong.
Well, no more!
I'm going to stop second guessing myself! If I want to do something, I'm not going to let the fear that I suck stop me if I enjoy doing it!
I fear delusions of competence.
I'm afraid that I'll start thinking I'm good at something I actually suck at so I end up not thinking I'm good at anything.
For example: I had a choir concert the other day and I had the entire opening song as a solo. I got complements and the first thing I said after thanking them was, "did I mess up?" I immediately assume that I did something wrong.
Well, no more!
I'm going to stop second guessing myself! If I want to do something, I'm not going to let the fear that I suck stop me if I enjoy doing it!
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