Moods and updates
3 years ago
Happy halloween everyone.
For the last 2 weeks or so i've been feeling more alone, isolated etc from others, and beginning to realize that i've been feeling deeply isolated from every group i've ever joined. I have a few friends i do things with but in general i'm alone and feel like i really have no one to do anything with, because people cut me off in vc or just don't really care about what i have to say and i'm just not worth any one's time anymore.
With that said however, this period didn't raise enough through commissions, work has been hard for me as of the late, just constantly feeling unwanted and isolated from everyone and not wanting to get enough work done, but even if i was to get more work done, there hasn't been too much more interest in commissions lately.
yeah at this rate i might as well go look for a job and just be unhappy for the rest of my life
Please support me.
For the last 2 weeks or so i've been feeling more alone, isolated etc from others, and beginning to realize that i've been feeling deeply isolated from every group i've ever joined. I have a few friends i do things with but in general i'm alone and feel like i really have no one to do anything with, because people cut me off in vc or just don't really care about what i have to say and i'm just not worth any one's time anymore.
With that said however, this period didn't raise enough through commissions, work has been hard for me as of the late, just constantly feeling unwanted and isolated from everyone and not wanting to get enough work done, but even if i was to get more work done, there hasn't been too much more interest in commissions lately.
yeah at this rate i might as well go look for a job and just be unhappy for the rest of my life
Please support me.
I often feel my work is underappreciated. Not my art here or my ACNH stuff on Twitter as those seem to be appreciated, but my music goes largely ignored when I post a new release to this one music forum I frequent. I mean, okay, when it's a piece of Ambient, I expect it to be largely ignored as not everybody digs it, right? And it doesn't require much effort to make Ambient. But, when I make a piece of EDM or Pop music, I bust my ass off just to make it happen. Even paid a friend of mine (he's not in the fandom) to do a bit of voice acting in this one song I released, and it's an amazing song, and hardly anybody gave a fuck about it.
If I had the financial ability to commission you I would. I just don't have the extra funds unfortunately.