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3 years ago
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Will this be something besides a shitpost waste of time journal?
Chances are slim.
However, I have minor updates for anyone who isn't a bot or actually even remembers I exist in some way shape or form. Life up dates c: Everyone loves those!
So prime question no ones asking, besides myself because I need to give myself validation: Where uploads?
Short answer: I'm hoarding all my stuff, from commissions, to art I've done myself.
Medium answer: I don't have the patience to upload a bunch of stuff here because the process is kind of annoying at best and I don't spend as much time here besides a quick browse usually.
Long answer: Most of the stuff I have commissioned is nice, the artists did an amazing job and their work deserves praise and I am always looking for more talent to finance, I feel like by uploading I take away from them so I usually just have them shown in my favorites. As for my own art, well, 3d model wips seem to not peek anyones interest, or gain any traction with current followers or potential newcomers, traditional sketches just never do well, unless you're super well known with a bunch of simps who blow a load to you uploading a literal dot on a paper, and digital, I've had a pretty bad relationship with for a while in the form of sketches, I hate digital sketching. However, I have been doing rough 1 layer paints where I just do something rough and do rough rendering thats all sloppy which I've actually enjoyed, but don't find them good enough to upload (let alone fighting with the compression this site has).
So long story short, lack of interest (which isn't a surprise since I go months if not years without uploading here) and most of my interaction and following has mainly been on twitter.
Again I don't do art for money so it's just a hobby for me, but that doesn't mean I'm any less dedicated then someone who does this as a job, I just simply have to fit my hobby into my busy life.
Speaking of busy life.
Yes I am stupidly busy and usually have 0 creative energy most of the times let alone energy to do anything besides sleep and wait for my next call. I generally work 6 days a week on call 24 hours, and depending on the situation I can get anywhere from 5-ish hours between call ins, or a whole day and my hours are at minimum 10 hours, and max out at 16 so energy and motivation are constant struggles when it comes to art stuff. It's a pretty miserable life but moneys good, moneys all that matters right....? Right....?..... Someone say right.
On to what I've been working on.
So going forward I don't think I'll post 3D wips, I'll just show a finished project.
Currently I am working on 5 models (i wont count the variants as separate) with 1 currently on the back burner pending being abandoned.
I'll even list them off (not in any particular order of completion):
- Salt model -for myself obviously because I have the best horns
- Hesairr model(s) - Male and female along with other variants of the species (check out https://www.furaffinity.net/user/seateal/ to learn more about them!)
- Ragkhlar model- Very friend shaped ( check out https://www.furaffinity.net/user/ket-dawnatsunset/ to find out more about them and other fun creatures)
- Dragon model- Vague I know, but it's one of my adopts I got, again for myself
- Skin creature- These things, which I showed a wip like 8797 years ago, yes that is still my first model (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39437897/ nsfw)
- And the other project I've shelved for now so no need to go into detail
As for the rough painting stuff I've been doing, still debating if it's worth uploading but at the end of the day I'll probably just default to putting it off indefinitely. For the most part I show like 2-3 people I talk with on telegram or discord and kinda leave it at that, it's more of a "heeeeey see I did a thing, I feel temporarily good about the thing I did" and then go back to getting slaved out at work.
Uhhh what else... social wise I've been about the same, reclusive, salty as all sin and giving everyone the side eye, while also glaring daggers and providing enough knife support as needed. Cut some ties, made some new ones, etc. I will always be the original stabber, the knife emote was made for me.
Personal life I do not and will not get into because it's my own business, so besides what I've shared speculate if you want, idk why you would.
I still got a few people that owe me art, but at this point I feel like even if they finally decide to pony up, the magics kinda gone (they gotta work on that stuff for the popular folks first and say fuck the que and you waiting patiently for 3 years!) But I just simply know not to give them my business in the future, simple as that and I hope you put the money to good use.
Think that covers about everything, if not I'm sure I'll update this in a timely manner of 2 years. My gallery continues to be a clusterfuck but that will never change, so guess thats it, I'm going to go to sleep.
Chances are slim.
However, I have minor updates for anyone who isn't a bot or actually even remembers I exist in some way shape or form. Life up dates c: Everyone loves those!
So prime question no ones asking, besides myself because I need to give myself validation: Where uploads?
Short answer: I'm hoarding all my stuff, from commissions, to art I've done myself.
Medium answer: I don't have the patience to upload a bunch of stuff here because the process is kind of annoying at best and I don't spend as much time here besides a quick browse usually.
Long answer: Most of the stuff I have commissioned is nice, the artists did an amazing job and their work deserves praise and I am always looking for more talent to finance, I feel like by uploading I take away from them so I usually just have them shown in my favorites. As for my own art, well, 3d model wips seem to not peek anyones interest, or gain any traction with current followers or potential newcomers, traditional sketches just never do well, unless you're super well known with a bunch of simps who blow a load to you uploading a literal dot on a paper, and digital, I've had a pretty bad relationship with for a while in the form of sketches, I hate digital sketching. However, I have been doing rough 1 layer paints where I just do something rough and do rough rendering thats all sloppy which I've actually enjoyed, but don't find them good enough to upload (let alone fighting with the compression this site has).
So long story short, lack of interest (which isn't a surprise since I go months if not years without uploading here) and most of my interaction and following has mainly been on twitter.
Again I don't do art for money so it's just a hobby for me, but that doesn't mean I'm any less dedicated then someone who does this as a job, I just simply have to fit my hobby into my busy life.
Speaking of busy life.
Yes I am stupidly busy and usually have 0 creative energy most of the times let alone energy to do anything besides sleep and wait for my next call. I generally work 6 days a week on call 24 hours, and depending on the situation I can get anywhere from 5-ish hours between call ins, or a whole day and my hours are at minimum 10 hours, and max out at 16 so energy and motivation are constant struggles when it comes to art stuff. It's a pretty miserable life but moneys good, moneys all that matters right....? Right....?..... Someone say right.
On to what I've been working on.
So going forward I don't think I'll post 3D wips, I'll just show a finished project.
Currently I am working on 5 models (i wont count the variants as separate) with 1 currently on the back burner pending being abandoned.
I'll even list them off (not in any particular order of completion):
- Salt model -for myself obviously because I have the best horns
- Hesairr model(s) - Male and female along with other variants of the species (check out https://www.furaffinity.net/user/seateal/ to learn more about them!)
- Ragkhlar model- Very friend shaped ( check out https://www.furaffinity.net/user/ket-dawnatsunset/ to find out more about them and other fun creatures)
- Dragon model- Vague I know, but it's one of my adopts I got, again for myself
- Skin creature- These things, which I showed a wip like 8797 years ago, yes that is still my first model (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39437897/ nsfw)
- And the other project I've shelved for now so no need to go into detail
As for the rough painting stuff I've been doing, still debating if it's worth uploading but at the end of the day I'll probably just default to putting it off indefinitely. For the most part I show like 2-3 people I talk with on telegram or discord and kinda leave it at that, it's more of a "heeeeey see I did a thing, I feel temporarily good about the thing I did" and then go back to getting slaved out at work.
Uhhh what else... social wise I've been about the same, reclusive, salty as all sin and giving everyone the side eye, while also glaring daggers and providing enough knife support as needed. Cut some ties, made some new ones, etc. I will always be the original stabber, the knife emote was made for me.
Personal life I do not and will not get into because it's my own business, so besides what I've shared speculate if you want, idk why you would.
I still got a few people that owe me art, but at this point I feel like even if they finally decide to pony up, the magics kinda gone (they gotta work on that stuff for the popular folks first and say fuck the que and you waiting patiently for 3 years!) But I just simply know not to give them my business in the future, simple as that and I hope you put the money to good use.
Think that covers about everything, if not I'm sure I'll update this in a timely manner of 2 years. My gallery continues to be a clusterfuck but that will never change, so guess thats it, I'm going to go to sleep.
Virensere
~virensere
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