I really hope everyone has been doing good. Life has been very hard for us all and unfortunately I couldn't handle it and dropped off the face of the earth. To keep ot brief over the years my mental illness has declined and I've struggled to find places to live and lived In my car for a year. In August I felt like it was all too much and attempted to take my own life. I overdosed on pills and cant remember anytime during the event and the days after. I can happily say after almost 3 months within inpatient at the hospital I was released last week. All that time in the hospital helped me really reflect on what made me happy and how I can do things to make me happy and one thing was to get back into the fandom because I've missed the aura and the great people who I had the honor of befriending but sadly I could have been a better friend for them. But I have reflected a lot on myself and I am not the same a****** as I was whenever I was on here last but I do hope everyone can forgive me for Vanishing I truly feel awful about leaving people with unfinished commissions and other things which I will be getting to at and later time I've barely been drawing at all the last 3 years but I hope you guys can accept me back into the community because I'm going to try my best to make everything up and prove I am a better loving fluff butt than I was before thank you guys so much for your support and concern if you would like to talk and catch up or just chat in general send me a note the first thing I did was make sure that they were up and running because they were not before luckily now I am open for chats I really hope we can all catch up and get back to where things were I love you all