Howdy. It's been four months since my previous journal, where I said that I would be leaving FA behind. Well.. guess what. I'm back. And this time, I'm not hiding. Not anymore. I'm tired of running away from my problems. It's time I say I would face these consequences I had from my past. And I've learned from them. I'm gonna be honest, I've been looking from what I did, how my behavior was...disgusting, horrible, and very wrong of me. I have taken a huge step in taking responsibility for my own actions. However, what happened near the end of my birthday is a huge set back for me personally, and it has something to do with my relationship with the one person I've been in love with for months. But then again, what I will do. Is to do so much better. The relationship part of me as well as other forms of drama has taken a huge toll on my mental health. I'm coming back stronger than ever, even if my mental health is unstable. And with Thanksgiving, the Holidays, even New Years on the horizon, I will be making a LOT of changes around my life. I want to do better ;w; I will still have lingering negative emotions surrounding myself, but I will overcome these negative emotions and turn em into a positive thing for me, and me only~