My mom is now mad at me because I don't want to spend time with my family...
The truth is that I'm more comfortable with my friends than my family. I don't want to tell them the truth because they'll get pissed at me even more. I got yelled at and I got my phone taken away. I'm using my computer to write this.
My mom is threatening to send me back to my abusive father because I'm miserable. I don't want to tell her that I'm depressed. I'm going to try to spend time with my family more, but I can't do this anymore.

I wanna leave this house and live somewhere else when I turn 18. I also quit drawing. I'm also planning to commit suicide next week. Happy Thanksgiving, I guess...

Edit: I also forgot to say that I need to be more responsible. That contributes to the hatred my mom has for me. Also, is anyone here a good therapist? I need one badly...