I don't know about this anymore.
3 years ago
Posting online, that is.
It's been about a year now since I've felt that urge to post something. I still draw (sometimes), I still like it, and I still show some friends... I just don't wanna put it up on sites. ArtFight 2022 was the last time I *really* wanted to show a lot of my work publicly, and that was just like a burst of motivation from an event. The latest pic is about the same, a bit of seasonal excitement.
I've accumulated a ton of backlog, and at this point it's like, I don't really care anymore to do upkeep. And I don't think all that many people care to see what I have either anyways. Things aren't working out for me like I wanted, and it doesn't feel sustainable or worth it to keep going with them and catch up on things.
So I don't know anymore. It took a month of mental prep just to post this journal, and I'm still nervous about sounding edgy, pathetic, whiny or anything else. Posting actual artwork feels about the same, just with different labels to be worried about.
I'm still around and reachable, mostly on Discord (ArmedDillo#8384) and Telegram (@ArmedDillo). I'm not disappearing from the internet, just... I guess don't expect all that much public art for the foreseeable future.
I'm sorry.
It's been about a year now since I've felt that urge to post something. I still draw (sometimes), I still like it, and I still show some friends... I just don't wanna put it up on sites. ArtFight 2022 was the last time I *really* wanted to show a lot of my work publicly, and that was just like a burst of motivation from an event. The latest pic is about the same, a bit of seasonal excitement.
I've accumulated a ton of backlog, and at this point it's like, I don't really care anymore to do upkeep. And I don't think all that many people care to see what I have either anyways. Things aren't working out for me like I wanted, and it doesn't feel sustainable or worth it to keep going with them and catch up on things.
So I don't know anymore. It took a month of mental prep just to post this journal, and I'm still nervous about sounding edgy, pathetic, whiny or anything else. Posting actual artwork feels about the same, just with different labels to be worried about.
I'm still around and reachable, mostly on Discord (ArmedDillo#8384) and Telegram (@ArmedDillo). I'm not disappearing from the internet, just... I guess don't expect all that much public art for the foreseeable future.
I'm sorry.
I might just be speaking for mysefl but, I truly love your art and whatever is the choice you make I just hope it makes you happy. If you ever decide to post your art again I will be eager as ever to see it again!
Thanks for the support.