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Hello my friends surik here.
3 years ago
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As some people already know I mentioned in my last journal that my father is very ill with cancer.
a few weeks ago where he had his last chemotherapy, and when he came home he was fine as usual so it had always been like that until now, but the next day his condition worsened, he couldn't stand up anymore because he had quite a lot of back pain, but he has had that for a long time and always after chemotherapy he was always better afterwards"
but since he has two different cancers, one prostate and one Hodgkin's, and some metastasis to a couple of ribs, in any case, his condition worsened quite quickly, and usually the medicines he always got helped immediately against the pain, but this time it was not so.
and we had also immediately consulted with the doctor, and he had received even stronger drugs at first it seemed to help but then his condition worsened more and more, and actually he was also scheduled for radiation therapy, but since his body was already so battered he wasn't ready for transport and his body wouldn't have been able to handle it either.
But I don't want to go into specific details, in any case yesterday he was so bad and he was in so much pain, and he was also very scared, and he had expressed the wish not to go to the hospital anymore, and the sapv came yesterday and gave him something to calm him down, and also something for the pain, after that he had slowly relaxed and he also fell asleep immediately, and this morning my father passed away at 10 o'clock he fell asleep peacefully.
on the other hand we are all very sad at home, and on the other hand also very relieved that the suffering has finally come to an end.
I had already prepared myself a while ago in the Inntal a little bit that it will come like this, but everything went then nevertheless somewhat very fast, and at the moment I am very sad, but since I had already prepared myself a bit I can handle it a little better, but I will need a few days to process this, and I might be a bit more inactive in Telegram or discord the next days if I don't answer directly please be patient with me.
and I would also like to give you guys something along the way, tell your parents that you love them and give them a hug, something can always happen and it is important to spend as much time as possible with your parents, it can always happen very quickly that you lose a very beloved person.
thanks for reading i love you all guys ❤
Surik
a few weeks ago where he had his last chemotherapy, and when he came home he was fine as usual so it had always been like that until now, but the next day his condition worsened, he couldn't stand up anymore because he had quite a lot of back pain, but he has had that for a long time and always after chemotherapy he was always better afterwards"
but since he has two different cancers, one prostate and one Hodgkin's, and some metastasis to a couple of ribs, in any case, his condition worsened quite quickly, and usually the medicines he always got helped immediately against the pain, but this time it was not so.
and we had also immediately consulted with the doctor, and he had received even stronger drugs at first it seemed to help but then his condition worsened more and more, and actually he was also scheduled for radiation therapy, but since his body was already so battered he wasn't ready for transport and his body wouldn't have been able to handle it either.
But I don't want to go into specific details, in any case yesterday he was so bad and he was in so much pain, and he was also very scared, and he had expressed the wish not to go to the hospital anymore, and the sapv came yesterday and gave him something to calm him down, and also something for the pain, after that he had slowly relaxed and he also fell asleep immediately, and this morning my father passed away at 10 o'clock he fell asleep peacefully.
on the other hand we are all very sad at home, and on the other hand also very relieved that the suffering has finally come to an end.
I had already prepared myself a while ago in the Inntal a little bit that it will come like this, but everything went then nevertheless somewhat very fast, and at the moment I am very sad, but since I had already prepared myself a bit I can handle it a little better, but I will need a few days to process this, and I might be a bit more inactive in Telegram or discord the next days if I don't answer directly please be patient with me.
and I would also like to give you guys something along the way, tell your parents that you love them and give them a hug, something can always happen and it is important to spend as much time as possible with your parents, it can always happen very quickly that you lose a very beloved person.
thanks for reading i love you all guys ❤
Surik
all the hugs and love to you and your famili in these times
My Mum is in her 80's now, and though she's never been at risk of cancer or heart troubles I know there are fewer years ahead of her in life than behind her, and I treasure every day we share as friends, and as mother and son sharing our home together. She'll be getting at least two extra hugs today, one from me and a second from us both, on your behalf and mine. Be good to yourself, good chummer, and be good to each other!
-2Paw.
Wish you and your family the best of luck and that your sorrow will be replaced with the fond memories you have with your father. His suffering is at least over and good that his passing was peacefully so that is at least a bit, though it does not help you or your close ones. It is good that you have prepared yourself for the moment when it happens though it still hits different when it is time.
Again best of luck to you and your family
hugs
I wish you strength with the loss of a loved one