This sucks so hard!
3 years ago
For those of you that don't know, I have what is called bipolar depression
It's basically the same stuff that gets Kanye west saying insanely crazy shit.
Anyway, I overreacted to outside forces taking away my ability to PAY for any new adopts and patreon l, but I still can fully communicate, write my future stories, if any of those that endorse me still allow it after my episode.
I was going to delete me precious journal and hope no one saw, but I'm going to keep it up there so I can grow from this experience.....
Even if I know some people are going to Rio me to shreds later...
Which will suck harder than a blackhole.
I really scared some close people and hope one day they can forgive my insensitive actions.
It's basically the same stuff that gets Kanye west saying insanely crazy shit.
Anyway, I overreacted to outside forces taking away my ability to PAY for any new adopts and patreon l, but I still can fully communicate, write my future stories, if any of those that endorse me still allow it after my episode.
I was going to delete me precious journal and hope no one saw, but I'm going to keep it up there so I can grow from this experience.....
Even if I know some people are going to Rio me to shreds later...
Which will suck harder than a blackhole.
I really scared some close people and hope one day they can forgive my insensitive actions.

I have nearly identical problems, and know what a nightmare they are; a nightmare from which there is no awakening. I'm so sorry you're hurting. The least I can do is express my sincerest understanding. I get it, and simply expressing it is far better than bottling it up.
Luhyzi
~luhyzi
You need someone to talk to? Maybe help you feel better?
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