Change
3 years ago
It sure happens, doesn't it?
I've certainly seen my share of change since starting on this website. Change in the world, changes in my life, and a lot of change as I tried to figure myself out, who I was.
Changes to how I wrote and submitted art, changes in my views on many topics. Remember when I didn't think I'd ever get into adopts?
Definitely a lot of changes in my characters as I've gotten to know them, really explore them, and realize just how different many of them are from my first impressions. I was really surprised to find out Tabari was actually Bi, for example, but I sure love it.
I've faced a lot of IRL change, and things that have changed me. Not always for the better; Sometimes things happen and they break me a lot more than I thought. But sometimes it's good, like when I finally realize something about myself I've never known before. Sometimes, many times, that's just one step in a journey, and there are countless others to come. I know I'll change again and again as I figure out who I am, who I want to be, and what to do about it.
I'm considering changing my Sona, though that isn't really finalized. Some days I identify with Draxxus, some days with Cyrvalus really strongly. Some days I feel more like a robot. I know I can have more than one, but it's a question of who I present as online. Who will my public persona be? The one closest to me? The one I want to be most? How much of who I am do I show? I think that can't be truly answered until I figure out who I am properly, but I can always try a few of them on for size.
So what does any of this mean for you? Well, maybe not much. I plan to redo my front page again. I might give myself permission to change how I write for uploads, which will probably get me actually doing that again. You'll see new content on those fronts, sooner or later. I'll also try to update character lore as I post from here forward. I won't be deleting old stuff, but it won't always be accurate anymore. Getting to know this cast of characters has led to a lot of changes, like I said. I guess that makes my gallery a museum of sorts, where you can see how each one of them has evolved over time.
In conclusion, change has happened, is happening, and will happen. In this context, mostly to me and my gallery here. Stay tuned, if you've any lingering hope in me.
Oh, and check out my friends, if you're so inclined. They're all pretty awesome, and many of them are quite talented artists! Something I can't lay claim to myself... Yet. ;3
I've certainly seen my share of change since starting on this website. Change in the world, changes in my life, and a lot of change as I tried to figure myself out, who I was.
Changes to how I wrote and submitted art, changes in my views on many topics. Remember when I didn't think I'd ever get into adopts?
Definitely a lot of changes in my characters as I've gotten to know them, really explore them, and realize just how different many of them are from my first impressions. I was really surprised to find out Tabari was actually Bi, for example, but I sure love it.
I've faced a lot of IRL change, and things that have changed me. Not always for the better; Sometimes things happen and they break me a lot more than I thought. But sometimes it's good, like when I finally realize something about myself I've never known before. Sometimes, many times, that's just one step in a journey, and there are countless others to come. I know I'll change again and again as I figure out who I am, who I want to be, and what to do about it.
I'm considering changing my Sona, though that isn't really finalized. Some days I identify with Draxxus, some days with Cyrvalus really strongly. Some days I feel more like a robot. I know I can have more than one, but it's a question of who I present as online. Who will my public persona be? The one closest to me? The one I want to be most? How much of who I am do I show? I think that can't be truly answered until I figure out who I am properly, but I can always try a few of them on for size.
So what does any of this mean for you? Well, maybe not much. I plan to redo my front page again. I might give myself permission to change how I write for uploads, which will probably get me actually doing that again. You'll see new content on those fronts, sooner or later. I'll also try to update character lore as I post from here forward. I won't be deleting old stuff, but it won't always be accurate anymore. Getting to know this cast of characters has led to a lot of changes, like I said. I guess that makes my gallery a museum of sorts, where you can see how each one of them has evolved over time.
In conclusion, change has happened, is happening, and will happen. In this context, mostly to me and my gallery here. Stay tuned, if you've any lingering hope in me.
Oh, and check out my friends, if you're so inclined. They're all pretty awesome, and many of them are quite talented artists! Something I can't lay claim to myself... Yet. ;3
Haribunawa
~haribunawa
Change happens to all of us in some way or another, so it's natural that we'd want to revise something we've been holding off on for a while
tera633
~tera633
<3
Gas_Mask_Dragon
~gasmaskdragon
Always nice to hear from you <3 I haven't used telegram in ages, if you ever join Mastodon then HMU!
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