HI SORRY i have been quiet i will be getting back to everyone who contacted me asap and pushing myself to sit down and chug through stuff, i am here so pls don't worry TuT!!

I do wanna quickly explain why the last few months have been so slow/difficult though, since it's been enough time I can say. I won't go into too much detail but I was going through a separation from a relationship that I had been a part of for 11 years. I am 27, so that was a long, long time for me, and life has been very different and even very very difficult for a while. Me and my ex partner are still friends, so don't worry about anything bad coming from this, but it does take time to heal and so it has put a bit of a block on my ability to focus and motivate myself, however, i am definitely starting to do better and I even found a new partner who has been awesome for me <:) so things are looking up !!!

It can be weird to talk about stuff this personal but I also like to keep you guys updated and stay honest. It's really just been depression and stress holding me back but I aim to get what I need to do done and not stay behind. It's not an excuse at all for falling behind but it's definitely the reason why. But catching up and then maintaining things is an important goal for me right now.

Thank you for keeping tabs on me, i hope everyone is having a lovely december !