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A whole new FETISH! ...Wait what? 😆
3 years ago
Pretty sure y'all can tell just from ma recent favs and new watch list. Fetishes... I have more than I thought apparently lol
Up until rather recently, I stayed as far in to the SFW world of furry fetishes, and only curiously observed from a far....FAR distance. Hiding behind others braver than I that had already embraced what they are into.
But I took off the restrictions because I just got TOO curious and now I'm learning much more about myself than I ever thought I would lol
For example, I struggle with my mental health, PTSD, (Don't we all have some kind of mental illness at one point or another). Especially over the last few years, I've come to the conclusion of myself: if something works to help your mental well-being stay healthy and functional..
Don't knock it.
Fine and dandy! Then I realized discovering some of the fetishes I NEVER thought would appeal to me, like cock vore (I don't even have one? Maybe that's it?? Idk). anything to do with snakes is very surprising to me, as I am actually extremely terrified of them in real life. Listen, I can't convince myself to go near the glass of a snake enclosure at the zoo. Yep, I know I'm a chicken shit lol but I also see how beautiful they can be! Just be.... Pretty way over there. Lol
So why am I attracted to something I fear? Fear has never attracted me, it's always been something to avoid..... With gusto.
However, exploring these new fetishes in my life and allowing myself to indulge has been very freeing in the mind. I was already doing well as far as staying afloat, taking meds on time, practicing good inner talk, the works, but allowing the exploration of fetishes has made that even easier.
All I can think of is.... Well damn I was more repressed growing up than I thought, holy hell lol
So thank you, furaffinity community! Though I know few of you, I'm enjoying seeing everyone's passion in their craft, whatever it may be! I like the freedom of just not judging, even if something isn't physically possible. Of someone wants to be swallowed by a macro sized cock, then boy golly, get CONSUMED BY THAT GIANT COCK!
-end of rant
Up until rather recently, I stayed as far in to the SFW world of furry fetishes, and only curiously observed from a far....FAR distance. Hiding behind others braver than I that had already embraced what they are into.
But I took off the restrictions because I just got TOO curious and now I'm learning much more about myself than I ever thought I would lol
For example, I struggle with my mental health, PTSD, (Don't we all have some kind of mental illness at one point or another). Especially over the last few years, I've come to the conclusion of myself: if something works to help your mental well-being stay healthy and functional..
Don't knock it.
Fine and dandy! Then I realized discovering some of the fetishes I NEVER thought would appeal to me, like cock vore (I don't even have one? Maybe that's it?? Idk). anything to do with snakes is very surprising to me, as I am actually extremely terrified of them in real life. Listen, I can't convince myself to go near the glass of a snake enclosure at the zoo. Yep, I know I'm a chicken shit lol but I also see how beautiful they can be! Just be.... Pretty way over there. Lol
So why am I attracted to something I fear? Fear has never attracted me, it's always been something to avoid..... With gusto.
However, exploring these new fetishes in my life and allowing myself to indulge has been very freeing in the mind. I was already doing well as far as staying afloat, taking meds on time, practicing good inner talk, the works, but allowing the exploration of fetishes has made that even easier.
All I can think of is.... Well damn I was more repressed growing up than I thought, holy hell lol
So thank you, furaffinity community! Though I know few of you, I'm enjoying seeing everyone's passion in their craft, whatever it may be! I like the freedom of just not judging, even if something isn't physically possible. Of someone wants to be swallowed by a macro sized cock, then boy golly, get CONSUMED BY THAT GIANT COCK!
-end of rant
