Don't give up just yet, it can take a long time to get commission collabs on FA sometimes. Because of any number of reasons, people do need time to trust those who are new to the site. I remember what that was like as I joined just 2 years ago, but I am willing to share some comms with you if you'd like!

Generally it helps to fill your gallery with solo comms as well, even if it takes a long time to build up the art. It's well worth it though and you won't always need color pictures, you can have many sketch style as well to reduce cost ^^

thank you for the comment, I kind of wrote that journal as a rant and a vent, I am feeling a big better as time goes and I am also working on getting new comms, would you like to work out an idea for ours then?

Glad to hear you're feeling better now! And sure thing, I'll send you a DM later today ^^