Especially since I pretty much became a pariah in the furry wrestling community...

But I finally found a therapist and a psychiatrist (well, psychiatric nurse practitioner) I can afford. It's not free, but thanks to a sliding scale discount, I can afford it. I'm finally getting help facing the demons that so many of my ex-friends claimed I didn't want to face. Maybe now I can finally begin to heal...hopefully even help me forget the people who've abandoned/betrayed me...or the ones I've wronged...and written me off. I realize it won't be an easy road...but I deserve to be happy, too.

Right now, I'm working through a period where I believe every wrong is unforgivable, and all damage is irreparable.