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My birthday is coming up by january 20th
2 years ago
hello!
i am sorry about my lack of inactivity, it is not that i don't want to interact anymore...in addition to my mental health issues, i am having nervous and cardiac problems now, it makes it difficult to get anything done. I am just waiting to get help for it so that i can be my old self again, and produce art and have more positive interactions with the FA community. I hope that explains my hiatus.
Well, i was feeling lonely, so i wondered if anybody would like to have like, a cyber birthday party or something--when jan 20th comes, something like maybe in the comments section, or we could make a discord chat, or something. My only IRL friend got prohibited from my house,and i don't want to spend it pathetically like i did new year's.
Also, i wanted to get myself a birthday present, i saw this rouge plushy, it is like $13 USD shipped: https://articulo.mercadolibre.com.a.....2-c292fa6a7f88 (it's $4,770 pesos total, cus shipping is like $1,020 pesos and the plushy is $3,770 pesos)
I don't have any money for it, but i do have this graphics card, if anyone wants it i can lower it to $5000 pesos: https://articulo.mercadolibre.com.a.....2-f6eddfcffd24
Someone commented "Bueno dale ahà hago la compra" (Ok, i'll make the purchase now) but he never did.
It's ok tho, i don't NEED a present, i just miss getting toys, i used to collect toys all the time, but after 2021, things got bad econonically, and can't really collect since. But in the grand scheme of things, it's not really what i really need...
Well, i am not sure what else to share n.n, i feel the need to come back to FA nearly everyday, but because i hate the fact that i am so depressive and having the current health issues so prominently in my mind, i feel it is not good nor positive for the community, and it is better to abstain myself until i am in a better place. But i miss you all very much.
As for the fcyber birthday party thing, i dont know the first thing about how to set it up lol n.n, but maybe we can brainstorm something together
I hope everybody had a great holiday, and a better new year's eve than mine...and, i wish you all the best for this new year of 2023 that's just started <3
i am sorry about my lack of inactivity, it is not that i don't want to interact anymore...in addition to my mental health issues, i am having nervous and cardiac problems now, it makes it difficult to get anything done. I am just waiting to get help for it so that i can be my old self again, and produce art and have more positive interactions with the FA community. I hope that explains my hiatus.
Well, i was feeling lonely, so i wondered if anybody would like to have like, a cyber birthday party or something--when jan 20th comes, something like maybe in the comments section, or we could make a discord chat, or something. My only IRL friend got prohibited from my house,and i don't want to spend it pathetically like i did new year's.
Also, i wanted to get myself a birthday present, i saw this rouge plushy, it is like $13 USD shipped: https://articulo.mercadolibre.com.a.....2-c292fa6a7f88 (it's $4,770 pesos total, cus shipping is like $1,020 pesos and the plushy is $3,770 pesos)
I don't have any money for it, but i do have this graphics card, if anyone wants it i can lower it to $5000 pesos: https://articulo.mercadolibre.com.a.....2-f6eddfcffd24
Someone commented "Bueno dale ahà hago la compra" (Ok, i'll make the purchase now) but he never did.
It's ok tho, i don't NEED a present, i just miss getting toys, i used to collect toys all the time, but after 2021, things got bad econonically, and can't really collect since. But in the grand scheme of things, it's not really what i really need...
Well, i am not sure what else to share n.n, i feel the need to come back to FA nearly everyday, but because i hate the fact that i am so depressive and having the current health issues so prominently in my mind, i feel it is not good nor positive for the community, and it is better to abstain myself until i am in a better place. But i miss you all very much.
As for the fcyber birthday party thing, i dont know the first thing about how to set it up lol n.n, but maybe we can brainstorm something together
I hope everybody had a great holiday, and a better new year's eve than mine...and, i wish you all the best for this new year of 2023 that's just started <3
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40103779/
Let us please remember and pay tribute to him, it would mean a lot to me.
Thank you.
I was having it abit too i think, But thanks to Cheerios it helps Lower Cholesterol.
Yeah...it is what it is, thank you for your empathy, i wish i'd be going through a better state so i can be here for you guys, and contribute art like i used to, and have more drive and energy to positively interact with you all.
I am glad you managed to ease that a bit with the Cheerios.
I only really eat one meal per day (dinner), we don't really do breakfast or lunch in my house 'cause we're too many and the income wouldn't allow it. Sometimes i am given some bread with butter or patte at mid day, or sandwiches if lucky, but it's usually at the beginning of the month. (i was able to buy eggs for brekfast for a short couple of months while i could still do commissions, but then shit hit the fan with my mental issues, my brother started getting particularly violent and out of control, stress went through the roof, and i ended up crapping out again. I just can't win. At least i tried tho.)
I'm sure that doesn't help but i couldn't tell if that's really the reason behind my heart problems, i believe it may be long term, chronic stress / hypertension, and all the nasty things that come with depression/anxiety/pressure, i suppose it finally caught up to me.
I only wish i had such power to change your life outta this one...
Best wishes for you.
In a way, you are making a change on my day tho, you've given me support and empathy <3 so i appreciate it. Don't worry about the other stuff, that'd be unfair to you. & TY again for the nice comment.