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About my discord server + Update + Large YCH coming!!
2 years ago
Hey guys
As alot of you guys know i do have a discord server. A couple of people asked me before to join.
Right now im still not letting anyone in. Eventually i will. But when im ready mentally.
After recent drama i had i just feel very distrusting towards people. Alot of you (i hope) Know what hapend. And yes i still want the guy's head on a silver platter and set him on fire. But Right now im trying moving on from it. Its really hard to do so because my trust in people has damaged real bad. But i dont want it to let it get in the way of drawing and my own happyness. I have alot less patience than i used to with people. And generally having way less tolerance for stupid shit happening. Im more selective with who i talk and converse with. All for my own protection. Sadly its what hapens when you consider someone a friend Stab you in the back for absolutley no reason other that they had beef with someone else and you disagree with it how they act. And cripple you financially....Great stuff...
I just need some more time.
Anyway
Thankfully i feel alot better latley. Im drawing again and having fun with people in my discord server. Watching movies, Stream games, Draw comissions, etc. I also learned to reconize the red flags too. I just wanted to say that im absolutley not dead. Im still drawing. Fuck, im working on a redesign right now and i cant wait to finish it because im really happy with how it looks. I also got some good motivation now because i need to get some money for two things.
-Tickets to get my fiancee over (I havent seen him in 3 fucking years. I miss him Alot)
-And theres a statue coming of Ratchet and Clank that i WANT!!! I wanted to own one for so fucking long. And i got another chanse and i dont wanna blow it!!
It does help greatly that i have a job now aswell. It doesnt pay me a whole lot but atleast enough for me to save a little money each month.
And yeah the YCH. On twitter i dropped a teaser. https://twitter.com/halo_lune/statu.....33536865062912 Here it is. I reccomend following me there because i post WIP's of comissions and other things there.
I really hope it sells well. Even better if the AB hits because then i am guaranteed both things i just listed and save money to move out. It be a 4 comic page one. I dont want to go into too much detail about it as to why i have it. I just really dont want to lose weeks of work go to waste.
Ill be more active on comissions very soon. And post more stuff here. Tho yeah work is in the way too. Ill also upload a new comission price sheet. Ill be increasing the prices for them. Shit is also getting more expensive and i need to be able to pay for things. XD
As alot of you guys know i do have a discord server. A couple of people asked me before to join.
Right now im still not letting anyone in. Eventually i will. But when im ready mentally.
After recent drama i had i just feel very distrusting towards people. Alot of you (i hope) Know what hapend. And yes i still want the guy's head on a silver platter and set him on fire. But Right now im trying moving on from it. Its really hard to do so because my trust in people has damaged real bad. But i dont want it to let it get in the way of drawing and my own happyness. I have alot less patience than i used to with people. And generally having way less tolerance for stupid shit happening. Im more selective with who i talk and converse with. All for my own protection. Sadly its what hapens when you consider someone a friend Stab you in the back for absolutley no reason other that they had beef with someone else and you disagree with it how they act. And cripple you financially....Great stuff...
I just need some more time.
Anyway
Thankfully i feel alot better latley. Im drawing again and having fun with people in my discord server. Watching movies, Stream games, Draw comissions, etc. I also learned to reconize the red flags too. I just wanted to say that im absolutley not dead. Im still drawing. Fuck, im working on a redesign right now and i cant wait to finish it because im really happy with how it looks. I also got some good motivation now because i need to get some money for two things.
-Tickets to get my fiancee over (I havent seen him in 3 fucking years. I miss him Alot)
-And theres a statue coming of Ratchet and Clank that i WANT!!! I wanted to own one for so fucking long. And i got another chanse and i dont wanna blow it!!
It does help greatly that i have a job now aswell. It doesnt pay me a whole lot but atleast enough for me to save a little money each month.
And yeah the YCH. On twitter i dropped a teaser. https://twitter.com/halo_lune/statu.....33536865062912 Here it is. I reccomend following me there because i post WIP's of comissions and other things there.
I really hope it sells well. Even better if the AB hits because then i am guaranteed both things i just listed and save money to move out. It be a 4 comic page one. I dont want to go into too much detail about it as to why i have it. I just really dont want to lose weeks of work go to waste.
Ill be more active on comissions very soon. And post more stuff here. Tho yeah work is in the way too. Ill also upload a new comission price sheet. Ill be increasing the prices for them. Shit is also getting more expensive and i need to be able to pay for things. XD
Keep up being mentally strong and stuff will greatly improve, even when it feels like it's not or the reverse is happening. But one day you'll regain the capability to trust as much as you once did o..o
Hope you have a lot of fun with your friends!
Got my own things to worry for mentally. "Normal" things for me mentally xD AHEM And same.
And i will! currently still working on a comission!