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2 years ago
a sober look lets me know that I am mired in work. due to various circumstances (including loans, illnesses, laptop repairs, etc.), I got bogged down in a bunch of unfinished work. I 'm really sorry that I keep people waiting for SO long .INSANELY LONG .There are no excuses for me , I 'm a terrible person and a bad artist . I thought I could work quickly and without loss of quality, but something broke in me. it 's difficult for me to draw , a simple headshot takes me 3-6 hours , and the prices for them at auctions are mostly no more than $ 20 . I'm an idiot to have scored such a number. idiot, since I continue to need money. I have credit obligations, and drawing is my only income at the moment. drawing is my job, which I've been doing abominable lately.
I close myself deeper and deeper .
I 'm starting a marathon of work . I will give up sleep, rest, but I will work. the idea that I'm forcing a person to wait does not allow me to live in peace, I am now insanely anxious because I will not be able to pay the bills, or one of my clients will make a refund and my account will be blocked.
how can you help me? time. I need time . each work will be completed in full and in large volume .
you can also buy any subscription level on my https://boosty.to/suslo if I have money to pay for loans and internet ( which is about $ 100 per month ) I will stop taking commissions for a while and will be able to draw in peace . and it is appropriate to live .
I've spoken out, thank you. this is important to me , thank you . I love you and I never wanted to offend any of you .I'm sorry for everything
I promise to be better
I close myself deeper and deeper .
I 'm starting a marathon of work . I will give up sleep, rest, but I will work. the idea that I'm forcing a person to wait does not allow me to live in peace, I am now insanely anxious because I will not be able to pay the bills, or one of my clients will make a refund and my account will be blocked.
how can you help me? time. I need time . each work will be completed in full and in large volume .
you can also buy any subscription level on my https://boosty.to/suslo if I have money to pay for loans and internet ( which is about $ 100 per month ) I will stop taking commissions for a while and will be able to draw in peace . and it is appropriate to live .
I've spoken out, thank you. this is important to me , thank you . I love you and I never wanted to offend any of you .I'm sorry for everything
I promise to be better
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Believe me I’ve been in such a situation before. It’s so draining to have a huge queue of commissions but not the speed to finish them. The pressure rising along with self doubt.
It’s hard to do but try to take it easy and don’t over stress. Do not skip on sleep, that is counter productive!
Maybe publish your commission to do list, that way folks can see that you’re not forgetting them and (as far as my experience goes) be more patient/understanding. That lowers the chance of someone asking for a refund.