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Break down.
2 years ago
Break down.
Break down.
Something completely broke off, and after six months of downtime, I can officially declare that I can't draw.
The situation worsened significantly in August and to this day, when I can't even squeeze out a pathetic head shot.
This is terrible, because along with it, a significant part of my income and, frankly, my life was cut off
This leads to hysteria when I sit down at the graphics, make several hundred sketches and delete everything at the line stage.
I'm a jerk and completely ruined all my drawing skills, maybe I never had them, and now it's just a realization.
I do not know what to do, maybe I need psychological help.
It's not fatigue or overload, I haven't done anything for 3 weeks, but I literally don't have the strength, I wake up already tired
I am sick of this whole situation, there is practically no incentive to live
I hope the haters will be satisfied with this post
The worst thing is that free psychological help could not help me, I am being sent to paid services.
I work now with a convenient schedule, I get about $ 10-12 for 4 hours, but this is a temporary job + due to my chronic anxiety condition, I make a lot of mistakes that my supervisor naturally does not like.
I run the risk of being without any earnings and this leads to hysteria.
Everything as always sucks , great !
But, I am very glad to be back here and to be honest, I was madly afraid that my messages were flooded with angry messages and this is not so!
I try to draw , while I can only do it outside the house , my psyche perceives the change of places well .
Due to the restrictions in my country , I use vpn , but I respond much faster in telegrams and on my bust !
Which you can subscribe to and become a don if you have the opportunity!!!!
https://boosty.to/suslo
Break down.
Something completely broke off, and after six months of downtime, I can officially declare that I can't draw.
The situation worsened significantly in August and to this day, when I can't even squeeze out a pathetic head shot.
This is terrible, because along with it, a significant part of my income and, frankly, my life was cut off
This leads to hysteria when I sit down at the graphics, make several hundred sketches and delete everything at the line stage.
I'm a jerk and completely ruined all my drawing skills, maybe I never had them, and now it's just a realization.
I do not know what to do, maybe I need psychological help.
It's not fatigue or overload, I haven't done anything for 3 weeks, but I literally don't have the strength, I wake up already tired
I am sick of this whole situation, there is practically no incentive to live
I hope the haters will be satisfied with this post
The worst thing is that free psychological help could not help me, I am being sent to paid services.
I work now with a convenient schedule, I get about $ 10-12 for 4 hours, but this is a temporary job + due to my chronic anxiety condition, I make a lot of mistakes that my supervisor naturally does not like.
I run the risk of being without any earnings and this leads to hysteria.
Everything as always sucks , great !
But, I am very glad to be back here and to be honest, I was madly afraid that my messages were flooded with angry messages and this is not so!
I try to draw , while I can only do it outside the house , my psyche perceives the change of places well .
Due to the restrictions in my country , I use vpn , but I respond much faster in telegrams and on my bust !
Which you can subscribe to and become a don if you have the opportunity!!!!
https://boosty.to/suslo
Don’t underestimate yourself tho, you last work is still very good
And I loved all the arts I got from you
For starters, don't dismiss your artistic talents. You may be struggling right now, but you've done some fantastic pieces. Any problems right now are almost certainly due to motivation and concentration, and not a lack of skill.
One thing you might want to research is supplements such as Magnesium and Vitamin B, as well as Melatonin, for helping with feelings of being tried, stressed, or lacking motivation. There is a lot of evidence that they can help in this regard. It's definitely a lot cheaper to try out, as compared to paying a psychiatrist, and doesn't hurt to try.
Though again, I recommend doing some research on this. Particularly with Magnesium, as there are like 7 different forms, and each of those have their own benefits.
Whatever the case may be, I am glad to see that you're still around and I hope that everything works out and you can find your artistic groove again.