So, this is gonna be one of those journals.

I am honestly tired of trying to be positive in regards to my writing. No matter how many people I ask for feedback, I get none. I don't see the point in writing furry fiction anymore. That the story with Charr and Cassius only got the tiny feedback it did is because of Isle's character anyway.

Of course I am a fan of his work and of Maririn's comic, they're both great, and this is not their fault or anyone's fault as a matter of fact. I just...don't see the point any more, feedback is like my fuel and I get nothing, I can't keep just churrning stuff out, since my energy is so limited and everything just feels so incredibly heavy at the moment. I just get depressed and down every time I log onto Furaffinity and Sofurry these days. With all that being said, I will finish the story, but after that, if I still feel this way, I'll stop trying to chase a dream that's never gonna become reality; my writing will never be adapted to a comic, there will be no fanart, my story will not have moved someone to laughter or tears. I will be what my bullies always used to call me: Nothing, a waste of space and precious air.

I do wish all of you a nice day or evening, depending on where you live, I apologize if I have upset somone with this journal, but I simply needed to get it into writing, the pressure was almost boiling over...

Have a good one! ^^