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I have too much crap to do and it's all my fault.
16 years ago
I'm a dumbass and I always try to take on too much shit and I want to complain about it. HERE I GO! :D
As a result of my dumbass inclination to take on too much at once, I am feeling burnt the fuck out lately. After WORKCOMICCONWORKBIRTHDAYSWORKSCHOOLWORKA RTSHOWWORKAPEWORKHALLOWEENWORKBIRTHDAYSW ORKSCHOOL I'm just freaking beat. I must improve my time management skills; however, I believe that first I strongly require a vacation of the sloth-like variety where I do nothing but lay about like a beached whale in a tricked out hotel room and watch rent-a-porn or something. I think I finally understand why people go on cruises or to Hawaii.
Anyway, I have like SO MANY DRAWINGS that are almost done, so I hope that I will be able to finish at least one of them tonight and do some more this weekend. I won't have the whole weekend, but I'll have at least some of it. If I'm not an idiot spending all day refreshing Facebook over and over again, I might be able to get them done.
Argh.
Well, hi, guys. Hey, I have a question for you. Are any of you intimidated by me? I get told that occasionally, but I never considered myself a good enough artist to be particularly intimidating. I know some people feel intimidated by me personally, but I'm just curious if any of you feel that way or felt that way before you got to know me better.
I AM INTERESTED IN YOUR THOUGHTS. SHARE THEMS WITH MEEE!
As a result of my dumbass inclination to take on too much at once, I am feeling burnt the fuck out lately. After WORKCOMICCONWORKBIRTHDAYSWORKSCHOOLWORKA RTSHOWWORKAPEWORKHALLOWEENWORKBIRTHDAYSW ORKSCHOOL I'm just freaking beat. I must improve my time management skills; however, I believe that first I strongly require a vacation of the sloth-like variety where I do nothing but lay about like a beached whale in a tricked out hotel room and watch rent-a-porn or something. I think I finally understand why people go on cruises or to Hawaii.
Anyway, I have like SO MANY DRAWINGS that are almost done, so I hope that I will be able to finish at least one of them tonight and do some more this weekend. I won't have the whole weekend, but I'll have at least some of it. If I'm not an idiot spending all day refreshing Facebook over and over again, I might be able to get them done.
Argh.
Well, hi, guys. Hey, I have a question for you. Are any of you intimidated by me? I get told that occasionally, but I never considered myself a good enough artist to be particularly intimidating. I know some people feel intimidated by me personally, but I'm just curious if any of you feel that way or felt that way before you got to know me better.
I AM INTERESTED IN YOUR THOUGHTS. SHARE THEMS WITH MEEE!
Then again I tend to fear just about everything under the sun. :B
In either case, good luck with the break and hope you recover your groove. It's always annoying when one reaches critical burn-out. I had one of those a few months back and I still haven't fully recovered from it.
It's really hard for me to set things down and NOT work, so I think that contributes to my burnout quite a bit. It's just hard to spend my time doing something that feels like wasting it.
Except for some reason, fucking around on social networking sites, which is a completely waste of time, is totally engrossing XD
I know I used to have a really bad habit of hiding behind gift art to make up for my social insecurity. It was just a lot easier to start a conversation with someone if I had a nice big picture-shield to hide behind. But these days, I barely even have time to do that so I just roll around in social awkwardness. XD
As for social network sites. I have found myself able to spend more hours than I would like...doing absolutely nothing but chattering on some ustream chat or image board. It's astounding how much time those things gobble up. *laughs*
I haven't been able to be very active lately and I think a lot of my relationships on FA have fallen by the wayside. It makes me a little sad. Sure, a lot of furries are squicked by fanart, but there are a lot of good people I've met on here and I've been totally lame about keeping in touch with them.
OH INTERNET!
oooooOOOOOOOOOOoooooohhhhhh!
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*points, laughs*
I think it's cause I have mastered apathy to an art form... that Beached whale analogy you used.. I can do that any time,any place...
I realised, a few years ago, that life is far too short to get upset, frustrated, or annoyed at things... ie; Shit Happens, stupid shit happens more often... why get upset about what you can't stop.. just cope and move on.
or maybe I'm a zombie?
I just get so few comments and faves these days, and I know some of it is that I'm updating less, but when I do update, it's like I'm doing it for no reason.
Art's for sharing and if people don't want it, then it's kind of pointless :(
No, you're not intimidating, why you're plum inviting to chat with and things.
By "things" I mean rape and by "chat" I also mean rape.
Which brings me to my other point: VACATION YOU SAY? YOU KNOW, PORTUGAL HAS SOME GREAT BEACHES AND ALL MANNER OF SHIT TOURISTS JUST DIE FOR. YOU SHOULD COME OVER.
I have some friends that wanted to meet up there and I have a friend who lives in Lisbon. Time for RAPE?