More or less, I have been seriously considering a few things. Among them being what to do with the account/galleries. It is full of stuff I should probably clear out. Redundant works. Stuff I have left hanging for YEARS and can not see myself ever getting back to. Their being there just weighs down on other decision making processes detouring and slowing any ideas and actions I would rather take.

To be clear, I AM NOT SHUTTING DOWN MY FURAFFINITY ACCOUNT. I'm just looking to clean up the joint a bit more. There is a lot of drama with this issue. Needless to say, I was happier not being aware of how free some of you are with your knives and open backs. And just because I did not say anything name names does mean you were right or make what you did okay. “Meek” and “weak” are far from the same things.

I had considered just burying what is there with more and more new stuff. That would be nice. But I have not had the gusto I used to have. I could turn out a few render of a character in under an hour, multiple times a day. I was to the point I was running an assembly line. Now I have to kick my own ass, with steel-toed boots, just to get a decent sketch or two done. And it angers me personally.

Maybe its my health, or that is just a weak excuse to be lazy. But it certainly is as fun as it used to be for me these days. All and all, I'm just trying to get my wheels turning again and there has been a bit of head way to that end. But I am just lacking the drive I used to have.

I'm not going into much detail here about it. And I am sorry I have let commissions go for so long... Keep bugging me, even if I don't answer.

Finally, and you know who you all are, I'm not leaving. I'm just not very happy, right now.