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Update on my Mental Health
2 years ago
Hi there everyone. This is an update regarding me, my current mental state, and my future as an artist.
First off my mental state. Compared to how I was when I wrote my previous journal, I’m feeling a lot better. During that time had trouble sleeping during, and I was WAY too hyperfixated on what my future would be like for me. January has been an emotional Hell for me. Come February, I was starting to feel much better with my life. But I’m not out of the darkness yet.
Which leads me to my second part. My future as an artist. The whole reason why I consider myself still in a bit of a distressed state is because I feel like my artwork and talent are subpar. I want to get better at my passion, but I don’t know whether I’m taking one step forward or one step back; I don’t know if I am improving with my work or not.
Until I find some newfound motivation and confidence to finally upload another piece to me page, as of me writing this I’m still on hiatus. I honestly want my art and my future projects to be better than the last ones I’ve done, but I don’t know how I’ll be able to do that.
Lastly, I want to give a shoutout to all of my watchers and supporters. You’re all giving one more reason why I shouldn’t give up this passion of mine. Your support means everything to me, especially in my current state. Thank you.
First off my mental state. Compared to how I was when I wrote my previous journal, I’m feeling a lot better. During that time had trouble sleeping during, and I was WAY too hyperfixated on what my future would be like for me. January has been an emotional Hell for me. Come February, I was starting to feel much better with my life. But I’m not out of the darkness yet.
Which leads me to my second part. My future as an artist. The whole reason why I consider myself still in a bit of a distressed state is because I feel like my artwork and talent are subpar. I want to get better at my passion, but I don’t know whether I’m taking one step forward or one step back; I don’t know if I am improving with my work or not.
Until I find some newfound motivation and confidence to finally upload another piece to me page, as of me writing this I’m still on hiatus. I honestly want my art and my future projects to be better than the last ones I’ve done, but I don’t know how I’ll be able to do that.
Lastly, I want to give a shoutout to all of my watchers and supporters. You’re all giving one more reason why I shouldn’t give up this passion of mine. Your support means everything to me, especially in my current state. Thank you.
