I'm sorry.
2 years ago
Hello, it's me, I'm back. It's been about two, almost three years since I've been on here. I've been away for a while because.. I didn't feel motivated to do anything anymore, I've been going through a lot and I didn't wanna talk to anyone about it because I was worried no one would understand.. but, I'm here to tell you guys because I trust you guys, and the truth is- I'm in an unfortunate predicament.. I don't wanna bore you all with the details or make it seem like a pity party, but I'm depressed. Depressed with what? Well, my step father is an alcoholic and when he gets too much he.. goes off, you can probably connect the dots.. and because of that, I felt unmotivated to continue doing this, I left and I wanted to take a break, but everything IRL got too much which ended up with him snapping my phone in half out of a drunken rage, so I'm using my old crap, hunk of beef potato phone until I get a new one, so all of my artwork will be in low quality for the time being, but then it got way too out of hand, so I just gave up, I said "fuck the world" for a while, it felt like I couldn't ever come back from this, but after a while, I realized, there are people who are there for me, everyday, I just didn't notice it until my time of need, my friends, my family, you guys. You all make it worth while, you all are there for when I'm at my lowest point, you are all there for me, and I love that, I love that there are people out there everyday who are there for me. So, I'm here to both apologize and say 'thank you' for all the great years I've had with you guys, you are all truly one of a kind, I'm planning to make more artwork when I can, I've already taken some photos to post here, but that's not the important part, I know there are others out there who are going through the same thing, and my words to you whoevers reading this? Just, try to do the best you can, that takes more courage and strength than anything else in this world, that's power. I love you all, I thank you for all the love and support.
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