It has been a year since I've last written a journal. So MUCH has happened since then. I've gotten a lot less active, maybe because I'm not willing to drop out certain stuff. Emotions are a roller-coaster, and life is too. Not sure what to talk about here, so I'll just write a message to myself as a reminder. Since you'd really commit things more if you made an announcement to everyone and are now forced to live up to it because of yourself.

"I will survive, work hard, study hard, and play hard. Nothing is impossible, unless totally unrealistic goals like wanting to fly to the moon in 2 days. If I ever feel down, I'll try to patch myself up instead of considering an escape. Hard work pays off, it just takes time and it is still nonetheless an experience which will make me stronger. I have good friends, don't let them down easily with constant negativity. They deserve better so I better get 'gooder.' Treat myself nice, torturing myself without a good reason is bad. Hope by the end of the year when I see this again, I'll be stronger."

Why am I even typing this here??????
Anyways, I'll be taking a long hiatus, for I have overtime, studies, and important matters to attend to and I still need some time to make myself feel better. Self-care if important everyone!