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It's been a while huh?
2 years ago
Man. It's been forever since I did any activity on my profile here. Allot has happened since 2016. Truth is, I still look at a ton of art here.
So around 2016 I felt I didn't belong in a bunch groups being a furry. There was a also some slight teasing and whatnot. I closed my furry stuff even though I secretly still checked out furry stuff. I had been "absent" from my furry stuff for nearly 5 years.
Then 2020 came along. I saw Zootopia and fell in love with Nick Wilde. Later that year I bought Disney Infinity 3.0 just to play as Nick Wilde in that game and also to try and mod the game seeing as it's mostly lua based.
Then one day in 2021, I wanted to learn 3D art to make some models in the style of Disney Infinity. I tried YouTube, saw some tutorials, I learned a little bit there. Then I remembered I have a Twitch account I never really used. I went there and searched up 3D modeling streams and then I met a guy named Kaide ( twitch.tv/KaideArt ). I found his streams and he introduced me to the world of furry VTuber streamers. I had never felt more relatable to a community I'm my entire life until I met this amazing streaming community of furries.
I started meeting so many sweethearts in the community. WhiskeyDing0, ImKrisYim, CorgiCam, SkaiFox, Tygre, QuaggyCharr, Red_Dragoon, Lulzifuh, Ahmedz, and so much more.
Watching them taught me allot. To embrace the cringe, not care what other people think about me, learn that it's ok to be different.
Around near the end of 2022, when I had started looking at more mature / 18+ art of gay furries, I wasn't sure what I was feeling. It felt weird to keep looking back at art with male genitals, feeling attracted to other gay furries. I talked to a few streamers who I knew wouldn't mind me talking to them about this kind of stuff. I was very new to these kind of feelings and being a guy with ADHD and Autism, it's hard for me to understand these kinds of things.
After a few chats with a few 18+ streamers, I was starting to feel more comfortable being attracted to these kinds of things.
Later within February of 2023, I had stopped denying myself of being gay.
The furry Twitch community has been very helpful in helping me accept who I am, being a furry, slowly becoming attracted to guys, and just being an all around silly goober furry on the internet.
I'm so happy I met this life changing community and I love them all so, so, so much. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
Not sure if I'll post art here, but I'll still be favoriting art and whatnot.
Just thought I'd post a journal to let you all know I'm ok, happy, and proud of who I am. Just a silly gay fox furry who loves big bellies and other gay furries on the internet. ^u^
And if anyone tells you different, fuck them. XD
Love yourself and be proud of who you are. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
This is GBA64 signing out. Have a nice day. ^u^
So around 2016 I felt I didn't belong in a bunch groups being a furry. There was a also some slight teasing and whatnot. I closed my furry stuff even though I secretly still checked out furry stuff. I had been "absent" from my furry stuff for nearly 5 years.
Then 2020 came along. I saw Zootopia and fell in love with Nick Wilde. Later that year I bought Disney Infinity 3.0 just to play as Nick Wilde in that game and also to try and mod the game seeing as it's mostly lua based.
Then one day in 2021, I wanted to learn 3D art to make some models in the style of Disney Infinity. I tried YouTube, saw some tutorials, I learned a little bit there. Then I remembered I have a Twitch account I never really used. I went there and searched up 3D modeling streams and then I met a guy named Kaide ( twitch.tv/KaideArt ). I found his streams and he introduced me to the world of furry VTuber streamers. I had never felt more relatable to a community I'm my entire life until I met this amazing streaming community of furries.
I started meeting so many sweethearts in the community. WhiskeyDing0, ImKrisYim, CorgiCam, SkaiFox, Tygre, QuaggyCharr, Red_Dragoon, Lulzifuh, Ahmedz, and so much more.
Watching them taught me allot. To embrace the cringe, not care what other people think about me, learn that it's ok to be different.
Around near the end of 2022, when I had started looking at more mature / 18+ art of gay furries, I wasn't sure what I was feeling. It felt weird to keep looking back at art with male genitals, feeling attracted to other gay furries. I talked to a few streamers who I knew wouldn't mind me talking to them about this kind of stuff. I was very new to these kind of feelings and being a guy with ADHD and Autism, it's hard for me to understand these kinds of things.
After a few chats with a few 18+ streamers, I was starting to feel more comfortable being attracted to these kinds of things.
Later within February of 2023, I had stopped denying myself of being gay.
The furry Twitch community has been very helpful in helping me accept who I am, being a furry, slowly becoming attracted to guys, and just being an all around silly goober furry on the internet.
I'm so happy I met this life changing community and I love them all so, so, so much. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
Not sure if I'll post art here, but I'll still be favoriting art and whatnot.
Just thought I'd post a journal to let you all know I'm ok, happy, and proud of who I am. Just a silly gay fox furry who loves big bellies and other gay furries on the internet. ^u^
And if anyone tells you different, fuck them. XD
Love yourself and be proud of who you are. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
This is GBA64 signing out. Have a nice day. ^u^
Pibbychu
~conkerluver
It's great to see you back~ 💛
