Hello. Finally, I can write a post about how I got out of the occupied territory and what preceded this. It's been a long journey. So many things have happened in these months! There were moments when I thought my story had come to an end. I can’t even tell about everything in this post, because there were too many events and I still wasn’t able to mentally and psychologically process everything. Now I feel very strange. Like Alice in Wonderland. Derealized.
Now I am in Kyiv. To get here, I had to travel through several European countries, make such a circle to get to the controlled territories of Ukraine. When I was leaving the occupied territory, servants of the russian regime called me in for a conversation. I thought I wouldn't leave. I started pretending to be stupid. And somehow I managed to get out. As for my friend in the Resistance Movement, he was detained and he spent some time in a russian prison, they tried to find compromising evidence on him, but they did not succeed. Then he was temporarily released and he fled. True, we did not succeed in escaping together, now we are in different countries. But the main thing is that we were finally able to escape from the hell that russia arranges.
I still can’t believe that we managed to pass this test, this path. I feel like a fictional tragicomedy character. I read about such stories as a child and thought: "Wow!". And now she herself has become a participant in a fierce struggle against a half-rotten poisonous dragon. I am going to comprehend this experience for a very long time and collect chaotic thoughts and feelings into images, words, forms. There are several projects in the plans. I mentally hung in the air - some kind of support is needed. For me, this is creativity, love for my country - Ukraine and close people. So I decided that I would create and fight for my values as long as I was alive. Nothing else remains... My family is still in the occupied territories, I never managed to persuade them to come with me, although I tried very hard. They don't want to leave home and grandma. This is killing me mentally. Because we may never see each other again. I'm still trying to persuade at least my sister... Take care of yourself and thanks! Your help really helped me - the money was spent on the road and housing for the first time.
In a new place, I need to live on some money. I decided that I would continue to develop in a creative direction. So... Orders are open! I would be grateful if you order a commission from me. Price here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48823320/
I am also currently working on a global project - Hansgretuality. It's a universe that spans everything from NFT art to visual novels and comics. I'll be posting updates here from time to time.
Also, I slowly continue to work on the visual novel "Wings", it is about the experience of understanding the war.
If you are interested in something - ask. Now I have psychologically problems, so it's a little difficult to formulate thoughts. Thank you again and... wait for drawings from me. Finally, I have the time and opportunity to draw again, although I have no strength, but I am recovering.
Thanks again to all of you for donations. Without them, it would have been extremely difficult for me.