Happiness and the long road...
2 years ago
I'm finally in a better place, as a person and as a partner to my mate.
Now don't get me wrong, things aren't 'perfect' at least, not yet but I'm better. Still having to deal with old demons from time to time, still breaking a few, conditioned responses, from my past relationship but over all I'm better.
No longer do certain things trigger a response with me, no longer am I unable to vist old places do to the fear of an ex being around and no longer are those terrible nightterrors haunting me. I'm not the same man I was but I'm a better man overall. It does sadden me a lot the rumours I'm hearing about my ex's but they need to find thier own peace and I can't help them with that, I need to focus on me. Here's to tomorrow being better than today.
Oh some more artwork to place in my gallary soon along with more outings as well, need to get back around here later and take care of that!
Now don't get me wrong, things aren't 'perfect' at least, not yet but I'm better. Still having to deal with old demons from time to time, still breaking a few, conditioned responses, from my past relationship but over all I'm better.
No longer do certain things trigger a response with me, no longer am I unable to vist old places do to the fear of an ex being around and no longer are those terrible nightterrors haunting me. I'm not the same man I was but I'm a better man overall. It does sadden me a lot the rumours I'm hearing about my ex's but they need to find thier own peace and I can't help them with that, I need to focus on me. Here's to tomorrow being better than today.
Oh some more artwork to place in my gallary soon along with more outings as well, need to get back around here later and take care of that!