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Life update - and what's next for my content
2 years ago
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Hey guys :3
Life update - "chaotic creative mess /w a hint of social anxiety" Edition
Heya
My sleep has gotten a bit better recently and I've realised that it isn't just sleep that messed me up.
My severe lack of project management skills has made it really hard to keep track of my now multiple projects in many areas, BUT I've looked into the topic thoroughly enough to notice that it's only making stuff harder for me - not messing me up quite just yet.
I guess mental baggage from a fallout w/ a friends circle and the return of my social anxiety (which is mostly caused by that as well), combined with still-not-fully-fixed sleep deprivation have finally gotten to me and my "I'll be fine" will no longer work. I've neglected my useful ways to help myself, stuff like keeping my blood sugar in check (considering my Hypoglycemia isn't necessarily serious enough to require medication or otherwise hospitalisation, but it means that I might be drowsy if I don't "help myself" with something sweet.) and actually trying to care for my own mental health in addition to caring for the mental health of people close to me - I also gave in to the melancholic days and instead of trying to just chill and "leave it for another day" - I've ended up giving myself hardship for little to no progress a certain day - only making it worse for myself.
The good news? I'm writing this, I'm underlining the mistakes and issues - which means I'm now on a path to seriously get better.
Now, what this means for my mods? Art projects and all that? Really good things and insignificant "gotchas".
I love making all of this, I think it's just fair to say the progress might remain as slowed as it is now for while and I'll be prone to prioritise short and sweet things to get that dopamine hit from "hey I can still finish a project or two!" that I absolutely need.
See you around.
Heya
My sleep has gotten a bit better recently and I've realised that it isn't just sleep that messed me up.
My severe lack of project management skills has made it really hard to keep track of my now multiple projects in many areas, BUT I've looked into the topic thoroughly enough to notice that it's only making stuff harder for me - not messing me up quite just yet.
I guess mental baggage from a fallout w/ a friends circle and the return of my social anxiety (which is mostly caused by that as well), combined with still-not-fully-fixed sleep deprivation have finally gotten to me and my "I'll be fine" will no longer work. I've neglected my useful ways to help myself, stuff like keeping my blood sugar in check (considering my Hypoglycemia isn't necessarily serious enough to require medication or otherwise hospitalisation, but it means that I might be drowsy if I don't "help myself" with something sweet.) and actually trying to care for my own mental health in addition to caring for the mental health of people close to me - I also gave in to the melancholic days and instead of trying to just chill and "leave it for another day" - I've ended up giving myself hardship for little to no progress a certain day - only making it worse for myself.
The good news? I'm writing this, I'm underlining the mistakes and issues - which means I'm now on a path to seriously get better.
Now, what this means for my mods? Art projects and all that? Really good things and insignificant "gotchas".
I love making all of this, I think it's just fair to say the progress might remain as slowed as it is now for while and I'll be prone to prioritise short and sweet things to get that dopamine hit from "hey I can still finish a project or two!" that I absolutely need.
See you around.
