i already addressed this on my twitter, however with the limited amount of characters i couldn't explain too deeply.
from the period from December to now, the amount of art I made was limited due to a strange health issue I've been having. it was a strange pattern of breath shortness, missed periods and body image problems. I honestly thought I was having a child even though i never did "the thing' nights went by and all i could think was "what the hell was wrong was me?" sick of the paranoia, i was taken to the doctors which turned to a month long wait to a "lady" doctor i got my blood drawn and got my results, my A1C was very high, close to borderline diabetic and PCOS was diagnosed.

to save a google search, PCOS stands for Polycystic ovary syndrome. it occurs in women and people with ovaries. it causes cysts to form on the ovaries. symptoms include losing hair, pelvic pain, weight, infertility, irregular periods, testosterone and for my case, an increase chance for diabetic issues. however, there is a silverlining, I can fix my lifestyle to prevent further damage.

I made this journal not to seek attention, I made this journal update my followers on why I have been uploading less and interacting with people less. i wanted to let you all that I am okay, the road to my recovery will be long but I won't leave you all behind <3