I’m sad :(
2 years ago
I’m really sad that one of my friends don’t talk to me anymore we have been friends since 2019 and it’s been horrible without them I really miss them I get that there way older than me around the age 18 or 19 but they were my best friend the greatest friend I ever had and know there just gone I really miss them I know they must be busy but they could at least check up on me I’m almost gonna cry I wish they’d just come back one last time it’s like a huge part of me has just been lost I may not know them well but they were ALWAYS there for me when I needed them the most and now there just gone…
Whats worse is that he promised me he wouldnt keep abandoning me, he promised he'd at least check in every few days...but its been almost 2 months since he made that promise...
Part of me wants to tell him to fuck off when and if he comes back, because be broke his promise SO many times...but I already know deep down Ill accept him the instant he comes back because Im an overly attached idiot :(
Ive had to find new ways to cope without him and it suuuucks. So I def know how you feel.
I hope you feel better soon and that your other friends can help you fill in the gap and bandage your heart!! Youre def not alone. Youre also very young and will have plenty of chances to make more and even better, more loyal friends!!
They just left without even warning me about leaving, and it really didn't help because I'm a very clingy person when I become close with people, and the fact he became less and less active until we never see each other anymore didn't help at all either since I was attached, very attached.
And honestly I don't blame you for feeling angry about your bestie's departure either because I honestly felt the same way too, and even I had to learn to live and cope without my bestie too so I kinda know how you feel just there
It's been over several years now since I've last saw them, and I'm actually starting to forget them. I forgot how we became friends, why we became besties, and what made us so close to begin with.
I've not got the greatest of memory, so when someone leaves me for that long, there's a high chance I may start to forget about them too, especially when it's been a few years or more. My memory is that bad I'm afraid, but maybe it's for the best.. Ú.Ù
I hope you two can come in contact soon :3 ♡