Yet another update (also... an attempt at using Twitter)
2 years ago
Long time no journal post! And really, long time no submissions either until recently. I still lurk around these parts even when kind of inactive in my posting. Art block hit me hard a few months back, and admittedly I don't 100% know why outside of uni stressing me out. And sadly uni is continuing to stress me out, but I'm almost to the end before I take all of this summer off. Productivity has gotten a bit easier for me and I don't feel nearly as burnt out / stressed, so my art block is starting to fade away a bit. :D
My life is continuously getting better for many reasons, and most of my issues now come from not knowing how to handle stress well and being weighed down by a lot of trauma from my past that I've not processed. But I'm in therapy and trying to make peace with things to the best of my ability, and stop blaming & criticizing myself for things that happened to me. Some days are more difficult than others but I'm making it through one baby step at a time. Getting a hold on all that also helps me feel motivated to draw or do other creative stuff.
I'm 100% going to be posting more art, I have 1 piece in the making as a collaboration work and a few others I still need to finish up. The motivation is there to keep drawing and making new stuff and that's a big step for me, I've had such a bad issue with art block on and off over the years. But I've also had... wonky mental health over the years, so maybe if I fully sort out my bad brain stuff I won't have to deal with that as much (like now!)
Also, as a side note, this very social media-inept bunny will be attempting to actually use Twitter for my personal stuff & art. I almost wish I had found the internet when social media was getting popular, because now I'm basically stuck in the past when it comes to online interactions. I want the olden days back so bad ;_;.. I'm so out of touch. Twitter is like this giant pond full of really big fish and I'm this tiny lost fish swimming in it. I guess that's a really dumb metaphor, but yeah. My twitter is @Labaisers, alternatively the URL is https://twitter.com/Labaisers if anyone feels like following me there that hasn't already followed me.
Thanks for reading as always <3 ...And like I also always say, thanks for sticking around too while I sort out my bad little bunny brain :'D
My life is continuously getting better for many reasons, and most of my issues now come from not knowing how to handle stress well and being weighed down by a lot of trauma from my past that I've not processed. But I'm in therapy and trying to make peace with things to the best of my ability, and stop blaming & criticizing myself for things that happened to me. Some days are more difficult than others but I'm making it through one baby step at a time. Getting a hold on all that also helps me feel motivated to draw or do other creative stuff.
I'm 100% going to be posting more art, I have 1 piece in the making as a collaboration work and a few others I still need to finish up. The motivation is there to keep drawing and making new stuff and that's a big step for me, I've had such a bad issue with art block on and off over the years. But I've also had... wonky mental health over the years, so maybe if I fully sort out my bad brain stuff I won't have to deal with that as much (like now!)
Also, as a side note, this very social media-inept bunny will be attempting to actually use Twitter for my personal stuff & art. I almost wish I had found the internet when social media was getting popular, because now I'm basically stuck in the past when it comes to online interactions. I want the olden days back so bad ;_;.. I'm so out of touch. Twitter is like this giant pond full of really big fish and I'm this tiny lost fish swimming in it. I guess that's a really dumb metaphor, but yeah. My twitter is @Labaisers, alternatively the URL is https://twitter.com/Labaisers if anyone feels like following me there that hasn't already followed me.
Thanks for reading as always <3 ...And like I also always say, thanks for sticking around too while I sort out my bad little bunny brain :'D