It's so hard for me to be patient ;^;

I completely understand when people can't get on the computer all the time. I'm not mad at all, I genuinely empathize with things getting in the way, and computer access not being regular.

I just... REALLY want to buy this adopt, and I feel like I have been waiting SIXTEEN FOREVERS. I have not. It's only been a few days since the artist contacted me. Four now, I think.

I just struggle personally a lot with waiting/patience, especially when I don't know for sure when or if something is happening ;_; It's something my brain has trouble processing. And it's making me feel antsy. I just wanna pay for my lil muffin so I can adopt him <3

Again, want to stress that I'm not mad at anyone at all, I have extreme empathy for Things getting in the way of regular internet contact. There's just... a little two year old on my head screaming NO WANNA WAIT ANYMORE JUST WANT MY EEVEE BOI 😭😭😭 Why is being patient so hard 😰😰😰