Yeesh! You okay??

Also I totally feel you on the autism+agoraphobia...

Take your time resting if you need it! Your health is important!!

Blarg, the answer is unclear. I am feeling a little better with some sympoms but also, I am peeing every 2 seconds now, but they checked for a bladder/kidney infection and didn't find anything... so I dunno. I am glad to be home anyway, our hospital is such a piece of crap -_-;;

UHG RIGHT like these people need to realize how great it is of me not to murder everyone and go home and go to bed -_-;; everything would be easier that way

Thank you <3 I am making little micro bits of progress but man it's slow going ^^;; I need to go lay down now uhg sitting up for this long was hard ^^;;

Yikes... I hope they figure it out soon so you can feel relief.

RIGHT?! Like bro, leave me alone, I'm already a step away from exploding and going home -.-

Of course! Please take care of yourself. While people may be waiting on you, you cannot pour from an empty cup. Take care of YOU FIRST.

I'm wondering if its secretly covid >_>;; I'm on day three of feeling like crap and everything tastes weird. I've never had it so I don't really know -_- Might just be a shit flu though, aggro-ing my IBS -_-;;;;;;;;

OMG PREACH >_<;; People tend to stare at me a lot because the tattoos, shaved head, piercings, etc. and it's like... IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO HELP ME KINDLY DEPART FROM ME THE FUCK NOW ;_;

LOL I had a huge nap, FINALLY FINISHED A THING, and now... I think I will return to nap LOL

OH NO IT WAS COVID!! :( i just saw your update :((

Ngl I would probably also stare, but I stare cause I like interesting looking people. I'm a massive needlephobe so tattoos and piercings are very hard for me. I only have my earlobes pierced and I WANT tats, but can't get any... but tbf I would also offer help lmao

NAP GOOD ESPECIALLY WITH MS RONA! also drink lots of water, friend!

Yup, it sucks. I feel like supreme crap, and I was never vaccinated, because I heard the vaccine hurts sensitive stomachs which I have. I can breathe okay so far, just the chills/fever/gut pain is kicking my ass >_<;;

TBH I can kinda tell when people is staring because they are interested, vs. judging. We have a lot of heavy drug users around here so people tend to assume I am one, even though all I do is weed, legally ^^;;

Awww, you know, I am TERRIFIED of medical needles! Tattoo needles are very different, they barely break the surface of your skin, vs. medical needles that like stab you in the soul >_> You might be able to do it! Especially if you picked a very small, very fast tattoo on a less painful spot. My first one was a tiny one behind my ear, and then a semi colon on my wrist. It really helped a lot to get used to the feeling =3 But there's also nothing wrong with being too frightened to do it at all! Took me a lot of encouragement to build up to it but now I have like... 30 tattoos LOL

OMG she's a fucking BITCH XD -_- ;_;

Even though I have a sensitive stomach, I still got the vaccine. Personally, I have too much wrong with me to risk it. I've had covid twice and one of the times I was so bad I was delirious and screaming for help. ^^; so please make sure you drink a lot of water/fluids. And eat well too. And rest. Good fluid. Good food. Good rest.

I know that the tattoo needles are much different. I'm just... still really scared. It took me years just to be able to use sewing needles! >.<; my first tattoo is gonna be a ditto face on my left thigh. After that I think I'm gonna get a semi colon but I may get it elsewhere. Wrist tats I've heard are extremely painful since it's on bone. I'm just saving money up right now for the ditto. If i can make it through that, I think I'll open up more to more tattoos. Plus I do want a lot of piercings...

Getting the vaccine is definitely a smart choice! I'm just fortunate that there's a treatment now for people who did not get vaccinated, which I am now taking. It hurts my stomach, so I'm also taking another medication to settle my guts. And Tylenol for the fevers/aches and pain. I slept for like 17 hours xD

It's totally fair to still feel very scared! Sewing needles are also quite unnerving to me as well :( Ditto face sounds like a reasonable goal for a first tattoo! Thigh is also a good spot, one of the lesser painful places. I found the wrist burns/stings more than actual pain, but I didn't mind it very much. The BACK on my spine was like .... extra ouchy hell ^^;;

ahhhh piercings are fun too! I've got my ears twice, my eyebrow, tongue, and center lip ^^ also wanna do my bellybutton~ what about you?

Oh goodness! That's good that there's a treatment now at least! Take care of yourself.

My mom's got a butterfly on her lower back (her favorite creature) and said it was awfully painful but worth it.

I wanna get my tongue, septum, eyebrow, and maaaaaaybe my lip somewhere but I'm unsure. My current goal is just managing to keep earrings in lol

Yeah, I didn't know either! It's pills. Gotta take 3 pills twice a day for 5 days. Still feeling like total ass but... I've been awake more. Taste is coming back a little. And I'm only coughing a little bit. So it could definitely be way worse. I was also deliriously screaming for help at one point, so glad not to be there anymore ^^;;

OMG small of the back was PAIN WITHOUT LOVE. I never want anyone to touch there or my spine again LOL

For piercings though, I found the eyebrow was more painful then I expected (no one realizes how much they use thier eyebrow LOL) and the tongue was like... nothing. I went to ask 'are you done already?' and there was a needle through my tongue xD so. That one was not so hard. The lip stung pretty bad but I did it right after my tongue xD I also did have my nose! That one made my eyes water... and I had to take it out because I get too many blisters in my nose >_<;;

I think it's perfectly reasonable to be frightened though, I hope no one makes you feel otherwise <3 It's okay if you never do any of it! I just also believe in you, that there's a good chance you can, because I was also very scared, and eventually did what I wanted with body mods anyway! The docs and nurses always laugh when I say I'm scared of needles... but I am! Very scared!