Letting it out
2 years ago
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
Just venting this here so I'm not telling everyone what's been happening with me again and again.
I've been tired more than anything... This new job has me ok my feet a lot, allergy season has kicked up, and it's starting to warm up. Each is not my favorite in each case. But I've been barely successful for half a year now saving money and making smart investments.
Recently there were some losses in the fandom, some passed away, some I discovered just disappeared, and I'm feeling more and more lonely as time is marching forward and I have lost quite a few valued friends.
It's been eating away at me... I've been residing alone for most of my life and last year I gave roommates a go and I was left holding the bag.
I'm not feeling like I'm okay. I feel like I need more company and I'm almost desperate to hold onto the friendships I have. I've lost so much over the last few years and I'm feeling like I'm slowly going insane.
Just venting this here so I'm not telling everyone what's been happening with me again and again.
I've been tired more than anything... This new job has me ok my feet a lot, allergy season has kicked up, and it's starting to warm up. Each is not my favorite in each case. But I've been barely successful for half a year now saving money and making smart investments.
Recently there were some losses in the fandom, some passed away, some I discovered just disappeared, and I'm feeling more and more lonely as time is marching forward and I have lost quite a few valued friends.
It's been eating away at me... I've been residing alone for most of my life and last year I gave roommates a go and I was left holding the bag.
I'm not feeling like I'm okay. I feel like I need more company and I'm almost desperate to hold onto the friendships I have. I've lost so much over the last few years and I'm feeling like I'm slowly going insane.
We did an RP and i never responded >~< im so sorry